i havnt updated in the longest time.
may because there was no time. now there is though! or atleast this week there is because ive got no spring play rehersal untill next tuesday. so i've had lots of time to think and relax and workout and study for my ACTs this week. ick for the latter of the four. this weekends going to be awesome though... worship tommorow morning at 7 with brendan, school :( dance-a-thon tommorow night (!!), IKEA on Friday, studying Sat, and for the first time in EVER my whole dad's side of the family is getting together for Easter... and my mom says i can help cook! on top of all this the most awesome part of the week was officially on monday when (after running for forever) i came home and was totally endorphined-up beyond the usual amount, and saw that im a head counselor for camp this year... with Annie R... with the 3rd graders.... in High Ridge... and i totally flipped out!! im sooooo excited!! i called anne and was like screaming to her on the phone i was so excited. and i talked to chelsea the next day at lunch and she was so surprised that she made it (lol) and was ecstatic. the only bad part (and good part) was that now thoughts of camp gray are plagueing (sp?!) my mind during school and i cant concentrate on anything except what college im going to knock off my list next and why school wont end faster so this summer can come! its going to be so awesome! but now ive got the worst headache ever. i think i might have over strained my exersise limits! lol. monday ~ i ran a half mile in gym, did hella ab work, walked a mile with my mom, and jogged 2 miles. Tuesday ~ i walked a mile with my mom and did some pilates for 20 minutes, and Wed ~ i walked a mile, jogged 3/4 during gym, and did a 20 ab workout. maybe ill do some pilates while im watching american idol. bucky better get kicked off or im about to be really really upset. ooh yeah, i broke up with kyle too. seems like something worth knowing. im shaking really bad and im not sure why. not a good sign i dont think. its kinda hard to type. im excited to meet brendan at church tommorrow, ive been meaning to go to this serveice all week and never got around to it. thats sad. sometimes i wonder if religion is one of those things in my life that always gets pushed to the backburner. not so much the activites like youth group or camp, but the personal spiritual things that i person should do, not that anyone should have to do anything specific. i dont know. my head really hurts. it better get better by tommorow so i can DANCE!!! and celebrate al's birthday!! yay 18!