crash into
me like a wave of bricks, tons upon tons. undertow. i just don't know. anything. right from left- left from right. wrong or right. day or night. polar opposing forces. if you could be anything don't be in my shoes. find yourself walking miles upon miles, always at the corner of nowhere and everywhere. too difficult to choose. to winnn or to lose. all or nothing. "you gave it up, you pawned your brain for a pat on the back and a star by your name. and now you think you're one of them." nowhere fast. you're way fucking over there and i am here. remaining, trying, sustaining. back off or fuck off. why is not the question but the answer to your irrelevant lifestyle. lack of style for that so called life. class. what class? low class? downgrade your standards for a less-than-perfect model of the previously owned one. your trash is my treasure, so treat me like a bottomless garbage dump! recycle your "used goods"... can't recycle "damaged goods". so you get no spare change for your efforts of back breaking can collecting. just "one of them" - who are you because after these past few weeks i slowly drifted, drifted down the river bank of the then and the now. the past and all the mistakes accompanying it. your past and your stupid decisions. delete.