jesus christ.
by the time i develop the pictures, they're as blurry as my memory.
nothing lasts forever.
i never thought the one person who gave birth to me could push me so far away. i know stupid kids who take their parents for granted, who think they don't get enough, they don't get enough freedom ect..
i never thought that way. i never ran from you.. always to you. always appreciated everything i got and expressed my feelings completely.
what the fuck have i done wrong?
not the child you wanted.
the child you never wanted.
life's about the little things.
no fucking one is ever going to understand how fucked up things are. swallow all my feelings and sit there and listen to people complain about nothing. keeping it all in.
i'll stay as far away as i fucking can to make you happy mom.
family.
what family?
you bitch, you walked out on everyone who ever loved you.
nothing lasts forever.
i never thought the one person who gave birth to me could push me so far away. i know stupid kids who take their parents for granted, who think they don't get enough, they don't get enough freedom ect..
i never thought that way. i never ran from you.. always to you. always appreciated everything i got and expressed my feelings completely.
what the fuck have i done wrong?
not the child you wanted.
the child you never wanted.
life's about the little things.
no fucking one is ever going to understand how fucked up things are. swallow all my feelings and sit there and listen to people complain about nothing. keeping it all in.
i'll stay as far away as i fucking can to make you happy mom.
family.
what family?
you bitch, you walked out on everyone who ever loved you.