long time no speak, eh?
Sorry, I haven't been around much. I have just been kind of staying away from the computer. I've been hanging out with Matt a lot. We've just been spending time alone, away from the world. He's all bothered about the Dream Street trial. Which I kind of understand. He's also been like refraining from talking to any of the guys. Right now they have just been like...not close at all. But I'm here for him, for whatever he needs.
Back to me...
Since graduation I feel like a whole new person. I don't have to have homeschooling anymore, I don't have to hire someone to teach me and work around my schedual, I don't have to have someone who I don't know or trust always near. I feel like I've grown up, some at least. Graduation to me has been the next step in life. A new chapter in my book, if you will. I love it. I love the freedom and knowing that I don't have to get up in the morning to go learn. I hate that feeling.
Matt and I have been talking about sex. Which is okay with me. He's a virgin, and I'm not, but I'm not flaunting it. That was my choice. I may go ahead with..doing it. AH, hell, I don't know.
Back to me...
Since graduation I feel like a whole new person. I don't have to have homeschooling anymore, I don't have to hire someone to teach me and work around my schedual, I don't have to have someone who I don't know or trust always near. I feel like I've grown up, some at least. Graduation to me has been the next step in life. A new chapter in my book, if you will. I love it. I love the freedom and knowing that I don't have to get up in the morning to go learn. I hate that feeling.
Matt and I have been talking about sex. Which is okay with me. He's a virgin, and I'm not, but I'm not flaunting it. That was my choice. I may go ahead with..doing it. AH, hell, I don't know.