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I am a complete mess about my whole situation with Matt. We spent so much time together and got to know eachother so well, but after I got out of the hospital, it was like everything had changed. I hate it. I feel like I don't know him anymore. I kiss him and it's like all of the feelings I have for him aren't there as much as they were before. I don't even know if I love him. He used to make me feel so wonderful, but now, it's like we are so far apart and I can't help but cry and be all upset because I don't want to leave him. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. He is the only guy who has ever treated me right. I have been non stop trying to work things out and be closer to him without actually saying I want to be closer. He means the world to me. What should I do? '
Rachel and Christopher broke up. Surprise, surprise. Don't get me wrong. I love the both of them, so much. But, they weren't right for eachother, I don't think. She is really sweet and sensitive. Not that Chris isn't, but he flys through girls like he's running a marathon.
Jesse and Erin broke up, as well. A MAJOR surprise to me. They were wonderful together. I don't know what exactly went wrong, but I know that it's wierd now that Matt is the only semi-stable DS guy.
Shit, I don't know what to do.
Rachel and Christopher broke up. Surprise, surprise. Don't get me wrong. I love the both of them, so much. But, they weren't right for eachother, I don't think. She is really sweet and sensitive. Not that Chris isn't, but he flys through girls like he's running a marathon.
Jesse and Erin broke up, as well. A MAJOR surprise to me. They were wonderful together. I don't know what exactly went wrong, but I know that it's wierd now that Matt is the only semi-stable DS guy.
Shit, I don't know what to do.