Not so great feeling.
I'm feeling emense amounts of pain right now. I hate life, at this moment.
First off,my mom told me ON my birthday that my parents were getting a divorce. I got pissed and went phsyco on the phone.My parents I'm guessing fought even more.
Then, Jesse, my best friend, ODed the other day. I felt anger, stress, sadness, and pain. I went into a frenzy. So I called my mom. Not cool. She told me my dad had gotten into a car wreck a few hours ago and he died like right before I called. So I didn't get to say bye.
I felt like shit and now, I'm talking to Jesse, because Matt, whom I love, isn't answering my calls. :cries: I don't want to fuck this up. I think I love him.
First off,my mom told me ON my birthday that my parents were getting a divorce. I got pissed and went phsyco on the phone.My parents I'm guessing fought even more.
Then, Jesse, my best friend, ODed the other day. I felt anger, stress, sadness, and pain. I went into a frenzy. So I called my mom. Not cool. She told me my dad had gotten into a car wreck a few hours ago and he died like right before I called. So I didn't get to say bye.
I felt like shit and now, I'm talking to Jesse, because Matt, whom I love, isn't answering my calls. :cries: I don't want to fuck this up. I think I love him.