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Well, haven't updated in a while. Due to the stress of everyday life. Due to the filming process, readings, etc. I just got done crying. I went and bawled to Jesse. He has somehow become almost like my best friend. I don't mean to yabber about my problems but it seems like I'm going to have to, I need to squeeze and update out.
Well, first of all-I no longer have a best friend. She and I had major differences. We decided to just not even bother with trying to work things out. So, I've been really upset with this. Being best friends with someone your whole life and then suddenly leaving them. It is so hard. I even caught myself picking up the phone and dialing her number. Then I realized, "Hey, she hates me". So, I went cried. With my kitty.
Which brings me to, I have never told you that I bought a house? Well, I did. I live...alone. I bought it so Dev and I could live together. Rushing, I know. But I won't always be here. So I bought a cat. Black and white. He's a siamese kitten. His name is, Freckles. He adorable.
Well, I'm guessing that Devon and I are "broken up". He won't return my phone calls, he won't email me, he won't update his journal. I haven't talked to him since 3/23. Almost a month. :cries again: I just...I just thought I loved him.
Then today, I find out Ashley and Chris are together. I'm guessing they met at Jesse's party. My fault. I liked Chris and didn't say anything. Well, all the best to you two.
Well I guess I'm out!
Well, first of all-I no longer have a best friend. She and I had major differences. We decided to just not even bother with trying to work things out. So, I've been really upset with this. Being best friends with someone your whole life and then suddenly leaving them. It is so hard. I even caught myself picking up the phone and dialing her number. Then I realized, "Hey, she hates me". So, I went cried. With my kitty.
Which brings me to, I have never told you that I bought a house? Well, I did. I live...alone. I bought it so Dev and I could live together. Rushing, I know. But I won't always be here. So I bought a cat. Black and white. He's a siamese kitten. His name is, Freckles. He adorable.
Well, I'm guessing that Devon and I are "broken up". He won't return my phone calls, he won't email me, he won't update his journal. I haven't talked to him since 3/23. Almost a month. :cries again: I just...I just thought I loved him.
Then today, I find out Ashley and Chris are together. I'm guessing they met at Jesse's party. My fault. I liked Chris and didn't say anything. Well, all the best to you two.
Well I guess I'm out!