Jul 15, 2002 05:19
How come NOONE ever tells me ANYTHING?! Am I supposed to be a true blonde and be totally oblivious to everything around me. Well apparently I have been so far. So what's stopping me now? God!
Yes, I am happy for Farah and Justin. I'm extremely jealous, but happy.
I want someone. I need someone. I'll find someone. I have this incredible urge to just fall in love with someone, anyone. Boy, girl. WHO CARES!? I need to be loved right now.
Devon is doing a good job of keeping me occupied and loving me as a friend. I thank him.
I want to be friends with him, Wiley, AND Matt. But I just can't help the feelings that come back so heavily when I talk to them. Devon especially, but that's because I live with him. :heavy sigh:
Anyone want me?
Of course not, noone does. I'm such a loser.