Story: Your love is all I need

Aug 09, 2010 08:42

Title: Your love is all I need
Category: Twilight
Character(s): Edward/Bella
Chapter: 1/5
Words: 1,826
Genre(s): Hurt/Comfort
Rating: Rated: M
Summary: Bella has been through an awful experience. She needs Edward to make it through. How will she cope? What will result of it? Canon. Caution contains rape



Okay so I'm gonna try to make this story a little different from others I've read... I know a lot of people say that and who knows if it will really be true but I'm gonna try. I don't expect this story to be long at all. This is my first real multi-chapter fic so if it sucks then I'm sorry. So here we go!

Bella POV

It is just another normal day. Edward is unfortunately hunting this weekend and even though it has only been a few hours since he left I already miss him terribly. Charlie is fishing with Billy just like he does pretty much every weekend. Sometimes it gets boring here. I eat, clean, read, do homework, or on occasion watch TV, and don't get me wrong I usually like being alone, but it gets kinda lonely sometimes.

I was working on an essay that is due in a few weeks when the doorbell rang. Who would want to stop by here? I ran down to get the door and found Jessica and Mike standing there.

“Hey, what are you guys doing here?” I asked.

“Oh we just felt like coming by.” Mike said.

“Yeah, I feel like we never hang out together. Can we come in?” Jessica added.

“Um. Sure come on in. I'm actually here by myself today because my dad is fishing with his friend and Edward is camping with his family. You guys saved me from what was beginning to be a very boring day.”

They came inside and both sat down on the couch. I went into the kitchen to grab myself a drink and asked if they wanted one too. They politely declined. I heard them whispering to each other when I came walking back into the room, as soon as they saw me they immediately stopped talking and just stared. I set the glass down on the table next to the couch and looked over at them. I could see slight look of hatred in Jessica's eyes and Mike looked, maybe a mix of lust and greed. It was freaking me out a bit.

“Why are you guys staring at me like that?”

“You just think your whole life is so damn perfect, but guess what it isn't, and you don't always get what you want. But me and Mike, well, we do.” Jessica said in a clipped voice.

“What? What are you talking about?” I replied.

“Now, Mike.” Jessica said not looking at him but continuing to stare at me.

The way she looked at me had changed now. Her expression was almost happy except for the hate in her eyes.

Mike got up off of the couch and walked over to where I was standing a few feet away. I saw him reach forward and grab both of my wrists. He leaned in and kissed my lips forcefully. I tried to force him away but he pushed my wrists back into my sides.

“What the hell, Mike?!” I mumbled against his lips.

“Shut up!” Jessica said from behind me, I hadn't realized she had moved off the couch.

I felt her hands on the collar of my shirt and then felt as she yanked the buttons on my shirt open while Mike continued kissing me. Confusion and then fear rushed through me as I realized why she was doing this. Oh no. No no no this can't be happening. Not now, not here, not with them! I felt one wrist let go to get the sleeve of my shirt off and then it was repeated with the other, my bra had somehow been removed at the same time. Jessica's grip replaced Mike's as he began to feel me up. I tried to wrestle out of her grasp but she was much stronger than she looked.

I was pushed from behind after a few minutes and Mike moved out of the way. I toppled onto the couch chest first and had my hands behind my back much like how you see when criminals are getting handcuffs put on while being bent over a cop car. I heard a zipper and then the rustling of jeans falling to the ground followed by the sound of another fabric being moved. I felt sets of hands flip me over onto my back. Mike quickly sat on my stomach with his knees on my arms to keep me from moving. He was fully naked now. Panic really set in and I began screaming.

“Help me! Please! Someone HELP ME!!!”

My yelling was cut off by Mike's cock in my mouth. I gagged and he continued to pump in and out of my mouth. His groan of pleasure disgusted me. I felt Jessica's hands at my waist and I attempted to kick her. I felt a sharp slap against my right cheek.

“Bitch! Stop trying to fight us. We are stronger than you and this is going to happen, so just give up now!” Jessica screamed in my face.

My body relaxed as I came to the realization that she was right. There was no use fighting, maybe if I gave up they would go easier on me anyways. Jessica's hands returned to the button on my jeans and she undid them and pulled them off. Mike stopped pumping into my mouth and worked his way down my body till his legs held my own and he rested between them. My underwear was still on and was the only thing separating us.

“Oh these are sexy.” Mike said fingering my black lace undies before ripping them at the sides and pulling them off.

“Do you know how long I've wanted this? I wanted you from that first day at school. And now I can finally have you. Thank you, Jessica.”

Wait... what?

“Yeah your welcome, whatever, just make sure you make her cry. She doesn't deserve pleasure. She doesn't deserve Edward. She stole him from me just like he stole her from you.” She sneered.

Wow. Suddenly I got it. Jessica had planned all this out to get me back for “stealing her man”. Mike of course went along with it because he hated Edward and, from what Edward has said, he wanted me.

“No problem Jess.”

I felt Mike's hand lining himself up with my opening. I tried to mentally prepare myself for the pain I knew was coming, because aside from being a virgin I was also not aroused, making it even more difficult. A revolting grunt came from Mike as he trust in and tore through my virginity. I gasped and let out a squeaking sound from trying not to scream at the immense pain. My mental preparing did nothing to help me, this hurt so much it was unreal and tears sprung from behind my clenched eyes.

After what must have been maybe a second, it felt like a year to me though, he pulled out and slammed back in setting a constant, hard rhythm. I managed to open my eyes and saw Jessica standing off to the side with her arms crossed against her chest and a smug smile on her face, she was enjoying this. I looked over to Mike and saw him smiling.

“Oh damn you are tight! Were you a virgin or something?” Mike said between thrusts.

I nodded my head. He had taken what was supposed to be Edward's. A strangled sob rumbled through me.

“Well would you look at that. What is Edward not enough of a man? Or, oh wait, was he planning on waiting until marriage?” He mocked with a laugh.

I closed my eyes again and tried to think about anything except the pain I felt now and what was causing that pain with no luck. What would Edward think now? Would he dump me? The thought left as soon as it came, of course Edward wouldn't leave me, he cares about me and would do everything possible to help me through this I am sure of it. How long would that take? How long till I was myself again? And how would I tell him in the first place? This was a tougher question. I knew he'd have to hear it from me though. I figure Alice probably saw this happening once they made the decision but she can't tell Edward. I tried to make a distinct choice to tell Edward myself so that she would see a vision of me and keep the knowledge to herself. Even through all this thinking I was still painfully aware of what was happening and tears continued to spill down my cheeks. Trying to get my mind off of the present did seem to speed time up a little bit because after what, thankfully, didn't seem like a long time I heard Mike let out a long moan and felt warmth spread through me where we were connected.

He slipped out of me and went over to where he left his jeans and other clothes and proceeded to put them on. I just laid there on the couch still in shock.

“Good job. She was crying like a baby.” Jessica said in a low tone of voice to Mike.

“It was my pleasure.” Mike replied with a smile.

“Listen bitch, if you tell anyone what happened today or who did it we will come back an hurt you so badly you will beg for death.” Jessica said.

I listened to the sound of their footsteps fading away and finally the sound of the door opening and closing. I laid there for a few more minutes before slowly trying to sit up. Pain shot through my legs and stomach. I got up and walked over to where my shirt was laying on the floor, picking up what was left of my underwear and my jeans on my way. When I looked at the couch there was a small dark stain on the black couch. I'll just have to clean that up later. I walked up the stairs to set the clothes in my room before going to the bathroom and starting a shower. I suddenly felt very disgusted and dirty.

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