crying now :'(

[kstewluver216]

Okay so waaaayy back last July I sent a headshot and resume into the actual casting directors for Eclipse to try and get an audition to play Bree. And that was the one thing all summer that I wanted more than ANYTHING, I didn't even need to get the role although I did reeeeeaaaallllllyyyy want it, I just wanted a chance! I wanted to be able to show the casting directors what I could do and how dedicated I was to this character! I never got a chance and that killed me but I slowly got over it but now not only are they showing Jodelle as Bree in pictures and stuff but Bree has become this huge character! I mean she has her own "introducing the character" video and Stephenie wrote a book about her backstory and all this new stuff and it sucks to watch it because all I can think about is how badly I wish it were me, not for the fame and the money, but because I loved this series so much and for some reason I just loved Bree so much in the book that I wanted to just have what was supposed to be a tiny role! I don't think there will ever be a part that I will want to audition for more than this (unless I would get to act with Kristen the entire movie).

Here is the new "Introducing Bree Tanner" video

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Rant over.