kstar popsicle

Jan 15, 2005 21:44

So today was suposedly the coldest day of the year. i woke up expecting to go off to work, but when i walked outside i realized my car was completely frozen. i talked to alex and decided to say fuck it to ACS for the day cause i didn't want to get into a accident just so i could answer retarded peoples questions about their ringtones from accross the country. I am still in my bathrobe and it is like 9:30 at night. its all good though, i need time to chill and be at peace. its been a good day. Jakey dog was going completely stir crazy for a while. he was all tripped out over the weather. i got hella homework to do.
i totlly had a epiphany just now. i was more stressed out when i was doing nothing but sitting around and drinking and doing drugs last year than i am now. i do so much more productive shit now though, i work like 45hours a week, go to my writing class monday and wensday before work, do all my homework, and still find some time to play with jakey and see my friends. i have come a long way. i'm feelin good about my life. it only took me 10 years to figure out how to be happy.

"i dont want to see you cry now i wonder why you were pushed to the point that you felt you couldn't take no more,
look in my eyes now, i want to show you that i care, and i can't stand to see you hurting
i love the one you are, i'm not to far away, to help you when you need that,
if your my mom, my brother, my friend, my love,r my sister, i wanna wish you a good day"
~Grouch
thank you for your inspiring words of loyalty and love.
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