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since this is kinda really positive, i think im not gunna make it friends only
maybe im jus delirious bc its 1230 at night & im still doing this chem lab, but i have to say i kind of love life
im sitting here thinking about all the work i have to do, all the stress im under, all these stupid sicknesses that ive had, all these play rehersals, sat classes, smac things, etc & none of it seems to really matter that much
sometimes life is a little overwhelming, but in general maybe this year hasnt really sucked as much as ive been saying it does. i mean, when i think about it, im actually really lucky. i have amazing friends. i really think im so lucky for all of the friends i have, theyre all such amazing people, idk what id do without any of them. it kinda jus hit me today, im jus so happy with the life i have, & i wouldnt change anything about it. even with everything thats going on & the fact that i am getting no sleep, i still feel really lucky. i really have the most amazing friends ever. & i love all of them so much.
so even if i dont feel this way in the morning when ive had 5 hrs of sleep & have a million tests & the next 10 pgs of my chem lab to look forward to, maybe ill read my livejournal & remind myself of something:
all the chaos & stressing isnt what im gunna remember in the long run
its all of the imp things that ill remember
the friends & memories weve all made
not the tests weve failed, the chem labs weve written, & the sleep we havent gotten
& on top of that all, i think the relay for life is going to be really good this yr
the SMAC braclets are already doing incredible & its only been a few hrs
& it jus feels so good to raise money to fight cancer...to do something good for other people for a change, & to make a difference
ok im going to sleep<33
maybe im jus delirious bc its 1230 at night & im still doing this chem lab, but i have to say i kind of love life
im sitting here thinking about all the work i have to do, all the stress im under, all these stupid sicknesses that ive had, all these play rehersals, sat classes, smac things, etc & none of it seems to really matter that much
sometimes life is a little overwhelming, but in general maybe this year hasnt really sucked as much as ive been saying it does. i mean, when i think about it, im actually really lucky. i have amazing friends. i really think im so lucky for all of the friends i have, theyre all such amazing people, idk what id do without any of them. it kinda jus hit me today, im jus so happy with the life i have, & i wouldnt change anything about it. even with everything thats going on & the fact that i am getting no sleep, i still feel really lucky. i really have the most amazing friends ever. & i love all of them so much.
so even if i dont feel this way in the morning when ive had 5 hrs of sleep & have a million tests & the next 10 pgs of my chem lab to look forward to, maybe ill read my livejournal & remind myself of something:
all the chaos & stressing isnt what im gunna remember in the long run
its all of the imp things that ill remember
the friends & memories weve all made
not the tests weve failed, the chem labs weve written, & the sleep we havent gotten
& on top of that all, i think the relay for life is going to be really good this yr
the SMAC braclets are already doing incredible & its only been a few hrs
& it jus feels so good to raise money to fight cancer...to do something good for other people for a change, & to make a difference
ok im going to sleep<33