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ok so ive reached ultimate boredom so I've decided to update.
Last night was our last game of the season. We could have
gone further, but it seemed like no one really had it in them
to want to win. So I sat my butt on the bench next to coach
and had to watch it and listen to her bitch about it. it sucked.
I dont know what to do with myself now after school. not that
I can physically do anything.. but at least I had something to
watch at practice instead of comin straight home after school.
After the game everyone cried- more like balled. Even coach cried.
I didn't like to see everyone like that, it's like a big family
that is bein broken up by divorce or something. I've never
uncontrollably cried like that in my life. Everyone of them
I went to and hugged and to see their faces just so overcome and
sad made me just so upset. I hate seein the people I love upset.
I just want to fix it to where no one has to leave each other.
But we all know that cant happen. Welcome to life. This is the
first big moment where I'm gettin a dose of what it feels like to
be a senior and have to say goodbye. I've never had such good
of friends as i did on this team. This was the best year i've
ever had bein a part of a team, yet the hardest I've ever had.
It's been bittersweet. I'll never forget the people Ive come
to know. Hopefully I can get my leg fixed and be able to play
some day in college- of course I have to start from square one...
like a baby, gotta learn how to walk straight first.
Ok so today was the first day I didnt have the crutches and now
my leg hurts like a bitch and my mom said i have to go back to them..
Idk about all that. but i gotta go do some hmwk and ice this mother.
soo later
Last night was our last game of the season. We could have
gone further, but it seemed like no one really had it in them
to want to win. So I sat my butt on the bench next to coach
and had to watch it and listen to her bitch about it. it sucked.
I dont know what to do with myself now after school. not that
I can physically do anything.. but at least I had something to
watch at practice instead of comin straight home after school.
After the game everyone cried- more like balled. Even coach cried.
I didn't like to see everyone like that, it's like a big family
that is bein broken up by divorce or something. I've never
uncontrollably cried like that in my life. Everyone of them
I went to and hugged and to see their faces just so overcome and
sad made me just so upset. I hate seein the people I love upset.
I just want to fix it to where no one has to leave each other.
But we all know that cant happen. Welcome to life. This is the
first big moment where I'm gettin a dose of what it feels like to
be a senior and have to say goodbye. I've never had such good
of friends as i did on this team. This was the best year i've
ever had bein a part of a team, yet the hardest I've ever had.
It's been bittersweet. I'll never forget the people Ive come
to know. Hopefully I can get my leg fixed and be able to play
some day in college- of course I have to start from square one...
like a baby, gotta learn how to walk straight first.
Ok so today was the first day I didnt have the crutches and now
my leg hurts like a bitch and my mom said i have to go back to them..
Idk about all that. but i gotta go do some hmwk and ice this mother.
soo later