I can't face myself in the mirror. I'm left alone with all my pain.

[ksockerr]

This is another broken melody
One that won't see the light of day
But it's here I find my peace
Here I slip to the back of my mind
And forget about the pain of this disease

All the pain that fills this heart
Will finally be released with one shot
I can't stand being so far apart
But if you only knew this pain
Maybe then you'd be reluctant to understand
Why I have to go this way

Don't you ever wonder
If tomorrow never came
Does anything even matter
Does it matter anyway?
Don't look at me with shame
Just because I couldn't win this game
I don't want to anymore

Oh God here I am again
Lost in these broken up thoughts
Again they haunt me with no remorse
They make this chose this unholy course
Until my memory fades me
I will scream silently forever
Wake up