Aug 03, 2005 21:20
today sucked. im pretty sure i miss my best friend. =/
im so dissapointed.
one of the greatest guy friends i've ever had hates me
because this fat whore he's good friends with hates me
he deleted all my comments on his myspace
& they were all from when we were going out
whenever i IM him hes an ass hole
ughh
whenever jacob started to hate me i thought it was just him
i didn't think all guys were such jerks
& i have a crush on a guy
a guy i've never gone out with before,
a guy i've never kissed or anything like that,
its wonderful to start completly over with somebody
but im still resistant to even think about relationship
i forgave my last boyfriend who cheated on me
while i was out of town.
& he did the worst thing ever.
he had sex w/ a chick i hate
but me being my dumbass, forgiving self
tryed to forget about it
& now look how he's treating me
BOYS SUCK =/