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I've wiped it clean. I'm not really sure if there was anything here that I might have wanted to keep, but it's gone now. Fresh sheet. Clean slate. New leaf. So on and so forth.
I can't say what it was exactly that prompted me to pick this back up. Part of me just wanted to part with the whole myspace fad. Part of me wanted to return to a previous part of my life. I recall starting this when things in my life were much simpler. It'd be wonderful to have things like that again. Not to give anything up, so to speak, but to just be able to walk through my days with the same mindset that I had four years ago, or however long ago it was that I started this.
I've gone through so many changes, it's hard to imagine that my previous self would identify with who I've become. Some minor things still linger under the surface, waiting until the flight home and their chance to speak out again, but, for the most part, I honestly feel like a different person than I was. Some ways good. Some, not so much.
One hundred fifty entries. Gone. It seems fitting. Those all belonged to someone I no longer am. I just hope that it's all something that can be forgiven.
Time will tell.
I can't say what it was exactly that prompted me to pick this back up. Part of me just wanted to part with the whole myspace fad. Part of me wanted to return to a previous part of my life. I recall starting this when things in my life were much simpler. It'd be wonderful to have things like that again. Not to give anything up, so to speak, but to just be able to walk through my days with the same mindset that I had four years ago, or however long ago it was that I started this.
I've gone through so many changes, it's hard to imagine that my previous self would identify with who I've become. Some minor things still linger under the surface, waiting until the flight home and their chance to speak out again, but, for the most part, I honestly feel like a different person than I was. Some ways good. Some, not so much.
One hundred fifty entries. Gone. It seems fitting. Those all belonged to someone I no longer am. I just hope that it's all something that can be forgiven.
Time will tell.