rock you like a hurricane
Seriously, will the hurricanes ever end? It seems if it doesn't hit my parents it heads for my sister. I guess I am worried about Keiv - about being ready - about support - and just life. it seems when my faith should be strongest - it becomes the weakest - I am tired and I just need to give up the work of not trusting God - its hard work trying to be in control of your own life. but for some reason when I am about to give everything to God I get this feeling that it may not work out even though it always has (just not how I would have done it I guess)
to give trust is to give the ok that you are willing to take a beating - to feel hurt and embrace it with acceptence - God never promised it wouldn't hurt - just that through the process you wouldn't be alone and it would create something new in your character if you let it. I guess the not being alone part is comforting...
Funny - I am about to press return and a song started playing randomly in my itunes with the lyrics "Jesus you have carried me, you always will"
hmm...
to give trust is to give the ok that you are willing to take a beating - to feel hurt and embrace it with acceptence - God never promised it wouldn't hurt - just that through the process you wouldn't be alone and it would create something new in your character if you let it. I guess the not being alone part is comforting...
Funny - I am about to press return and a song started playing randomly in my itunes with the lyrics "Jesus you have carried me, you always will"
hmm...