Cash rules everything (Orwellian Composition)
Found I had once again overspent after just getting income tax return. Perhaps already on way to transformation, I am already spending 2 dollars for every one that I make. Glad I waited until this late in life to engage in this mentality. I thus ensured I at least made it to 25 without ending up in jail, dead, or with kids running around. Worried I will not be able to afford Tims this weekend. If I borrow to afford the boots will know I am surely on my way to transformation.
Startled last night as drove to pick up sister. Actually enjoyed beat and rhymes from Atlanta club Crunk styled song. While I fear I may eventually end up looking like Lil Jon, have decided chance I must take. Continuing steady diet of hip hop and have already noticed slippage in dialogue to thug mentality. Wondering if I should use form of speech at all times except for proffessional capacities. Also wondering if this is one way street. Is there no return, or must I lose self completely in this to succeed?
Finally have internet at the house again. Installed WoW and played for an hour, then power went out. Transformer for development blew. Found WoW to be much like tales of heroin addiction. Habit never completely kicked. It just sits, waiting for day that you'll come back to it. WoW waited. I came back.
Contemplated relation of Sabbath to this "Thugification". Will I reform to my former self? Should I? Will I erase progress?
Startled last night as drove to pick up sister. Actually enjoyed beat and rhymes from Atlanta club Crunk styled song. While I fear I may eventually end up looking like Lil Jon, have decided chance I must take. Continuing steady diet of hip hop and have already noticed slippage in dialogue to thug mentality. Wondering if I should use form of speech at all times except for proffessional capacities. Also wondering if this is one way street. Is there no return, or must I lose self completely in this to succeed?
Finally have internet at the house again. Installed WoW and played for an hour, then power went out. Transformer for development blew. Found WoW to be much like tales of heroin addiction. Habit never completely kicked. It just sits, waiting for day that you'll come back to it. WoW waited. I came back.
Contemplated relation of Sabbath to this "Thugification". Will I reform to my former self? Should I? Will I erase progress?