Nov 28, 2005 23:43
there are about a million other things i should be doing right now, but i really needed to just sit down and relax. im moving as fast as the world right now, and everything is going by so quickly i feel like im missing out on so much. i just want to sit down and read a book, and write a million essays and stories on what i want, not on what my teachers want me to read or write.
i was thinking about how close my relationship with kris and sam has developed over the past couple of months, and how far i have gotten from steph and elyse. it makes me happy and sad. i love having sam and kristi as best friends, they mean alot to me. and then in the same sense it hurts to let steph and elyse go, ive been friends with steph since seventh grade and we were so close, and now i barely see her.
i was thinking about how much ive changed. ive really learnt to relax, manage my time, manage my life, manage my relationships, and figure out whats important.
this is pointless, and pointful?