Losing a friend...

[kseenaa]

I don't even know how to start this post, but...

I found out I've lost a really good friend yesterday. She killed herself. Slit her wrists and her throat. Less than two weeks ago.

We'd known each other for about 5 years. She was such a wonderful woman. Struggling with the incurable disease Lupus or SLE, not to mention sever depression and

Comments

[volare]

I'm so sorry. Hugs to you...

[kseenaa]

Yeah, I just... Yeah. *sad*

[hexenhasel]

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend, my dear :( *gives hugs*

[kseenaa]

Yeah. I feel horrible for not being able to help her more. :-/

[steinsgrrl]

I'm so sorry, honey. I'm sending you all the hugs.

[kseenaa]

*HUGS* Thank you. I need all the hugs I can get these day. Feeling guilty and shitty. *sigh*

[ragdoll]

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I know there is nothing I can say to make it better, but my heart goes out to you. :(

[kseenaa]

Thank you. So much. I needed that, I think. My heart mostly go out to her son. Wish I could help him. :-/

[astroflammante]

*hugs* So sorry to hear that...

[kseenaa]

Yeah. :-/ I feel horrible and wish I could have helped her more and or better, you know? So very down and don't know what to do really. *HUGS*

[astroflammante]

I know... one always feel lousy, and like there was more that one could've done when something like this happens. And telling you that I'm sure you did everything you could won't help, because it never does, but I'm telling you anyway because I'm sure you did. *hugs*

[kseenaa]

I know, I know... It's just... GAH! I don't even know if I'll find out anymore about how it goes for her son or her roommate... I told her roommate to please stay in touch with me, but... Why would he? I really feel for her kid, and I would have loved to find out what would happen to him, you know? Still think about what-if-scenarios in my head nearly every day. :-/