well hello there, young employee of the Sidewinder
I've deviated so far from my LJ-updating "groove" I'm not sure I'll ever get back in the swing of it. Ah well.
I'm feeling vaguely depressed. Winter is making me want to be a shut-in which in turn makes me feel crazy. I seem to be hypersensitive to a lot of things and start crying more often than I have in years. I feel really confused about what I want out of life (or some days, indeed, if I want anything at all) and how I'm to go about getting it; I feel lacking in communication skills; I miss my family and friends. BUT I am going back to New York next week to see them, once I get my car's battery issues resolved. (Currently am unable to start the engine. Oh dear.)
I applied to volunteer at the hospital in Augusta... that will give me something to do sometimes, and maybe be a gateway to meeting new people. Still feeling really discouraged and depressed about the whole paying job thing.
I don't know. Things are kind of annoying but I thought I'd write about them anyway. Haha. I'll probably feel better once I've gotten some sleep.
I'm feeling vaguely depressed. Winter is making me want to be a shut-in which in turn makes me feel crazy. I seem to be hypersensitive to a lot of things and start crying more often than I have in years. I feel really confused about what I want out of life (or some days, indeed, if I want anything at all) and how I'm to go about getting it; I feel lacking in communication skills; I miss my family and friends. BUT I am going back to New York next week to see them, once I get my car's battery issues resolved. (Currently am unable to start the engine. Oh dear.)
I applied to volunteer at the hospital in Augusta... that will give me something to do sometimes, and maybe be a gateway to meeting new people. Still feeling really discouraged and depressed about the whole paying job thing.
I don't know. Things are kind of annoying but I thought I'd write about them anyway. Haha. I'll probably feel better once I've gotten some sleep.