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Title: Realizations & Mistakes
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing(s): Hey!Say!JUMP & Ya-Ya-yah & NewS couples.
Rated: Read to find out. But probably R.
Brief Description: Rape[kind of]. Suicide. Lots of crying. Death.
Written: September 22, 2008 & September 23, 2008
Chapter Eight:
I awoke to someone stroking my hair. With eyes still closed, I touched the hand.
"You're finally awake! I've missed you!" Thin lips brushed against my cheek.
I opened my eyes and saw Yuto staring fondly at me. I smiled back at him.
As I tried to get up to kiss him, I found that I was tied to the seat that Yuto placed me in. I stared in horror at Yuto as he removed a sharp blade from the drawer.
"Yuto? What are you doing?" I didn't sound one bit scared. I sounded dead. I can not believe what's happening right now.
I tried to scream for help but was cut off by his wet lips forced on top of mine. What is he doing?! I screamed to my self.
"Onegashimasu, Yuto! Yamate kudasai!" I begged and cried many times, but each time Yuto slit my arms with tiny cuts.
"Yama-chan~~ Let's play a little game. Pinn the tail on the donkey!" I was crying in confusion when I knew what he was talking about.
Yuto pulled his shaft out of his pants and shoved it down my throat. I screamed in pain and tried to back off.
"What are you doing, Yuto!" I cried around the erection. "This isn't you!"
Quickly and desperately, Yuto began to shove faster. His hips grinded against Yamada's shoulder blades.
After spilling his seeds and making Ryosuke lick it off, Yuto placed the blade on top of Yamada's crotch.
"Take off your pants. NOW!!"
"I-I can't. I'm tied to the chair. Gomenasai..." i couldn't stand to see the rage in Yuto's face as I answered.
"Fine! Then'll I'll just have to take it off myself!" Yuto ripped off my pants and stared hungrily at my body.
"Yama-chan...Can you get hard for me? Please?" Yuto let the knife touch the flesh on my neck.
I nodded and thought of Yuto when he was normal. When he made jokes and the way he laughs.
How sexily he kisses and how softly he caresses my body. And the feeling when he stroked my crotch. Mmmm...
I let out a slight moan and felt hands clasp around my erect member.
I felt a single finger twirl it. So skillfully.... And i wanted my Yuto back. The real Yuto, not this one.
"Does it feel good?" I winced when he nibbled on the tip of my cock and shuddered.
His tongue licked the erection and it played with it. I moaned some more and wished i didn't. This wasn't really Yuto pleasuring me.
My head rolled back and Yuto seized the chance. He untied me and pushed me face-down onto the bed.
I yelped and knew what was coming. Yuto handcuffed my hands and feet the the bed posts. He groped my ass and licked it.
I couldn't stop myself from moaning. It just felt too good.
But then my worst fear came to its beginning. He positioned himself and slid his crotch into my asshole.
"Ite, Yuto! Hontou ni, ite~!!" I felt the searing pain and screamed once more.
"Shut up, will you!!!" The cold blade ripped the flesh of my left thigh. I could no longer take it anymore.
The thrusting. The cutting. I couldn't take it anymore. Isn't this called rape? Is Yuto actually raping me?
I just couldn't take it anymore.
"Dareka Tasukete! Someone please! Help me!" I bellowed with all the energy I had left.
Yuto whipped me on the ass and told me to shut up again. I cried over and over again.
Finally, someone opened the door. Yuto realized that he didn't lock the door at all, but that didn't stop him. He kept on thrusting.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THAT POOR BOY? YOU MONSTER!!!" It was the maid. She was furious and had called the police.
One of the security officers pried Yuto off of Ryosuke and handcuffed him.
"We're arresting you for illegally raping this underage boy, you drunk," he said in a husky voice.
I felt a jacket cover my naked body and cried. I cried for my safety. I cried for Yuto. Because of Yuto.
****Next Few Days****
"Yuto raped Ryosuke?" Chinen gasped.
"That's what I heard, according to Johnny," replied Takaki.
"Yama-chan daijoubu?" Okamoto asked with concern.
I nodded and smiled half-heartily.
Everyone stared at me and especially Yabu.
"Ne, Ryosuke? Mind if we have some tea together later?" His request made me sigh with relief.
Yabu was a master at these things. Even though none of these things never happened to him.
"Oh, so now you're going to Yamada?" smirked Daiki.
"What's that supposed to mean?!" Yabu answered through gritted teeth with dark eyes.
"You go to Takaki and you cheat on him. Then you go to your former love, Shoon. Now, you go to the young, sexy dancer, Yamada Ryosuke. What a slutty whore. " Daiki was being bitchy, but whatever he said was right. Yabu is a slut.
"You bastard!" Yabu punched Daiki in the face. His eyes black with rage.
"I only left Takaki because I didn't want to hurt him. And Shoon and I are still together! I just wanted to comfort Yamada by buying him some fresh green tea." Yabu was crying now. How pained he looked. Poor Yabu.
"Whatever, that's just bull." Takaki grabbed Daiki's arm and bellowed at him to stop.
"Why?! Because you still love that bitch? Is that it?"
Takaki stood up and slapped him straight in the face.
"What are you saying!? I'm 100% over him!!"
"That's what you're saying, but it's not what you really feel. Isn't it?"
"Dai-chan stop! Please! I love you! And not that slut!" His finger was pointed disgustingly at Yabu. I saw his eyes full of sadness.
"You two! Stop it! Yabu is not a bitch and neither is he a slut. So shut up!!"
There was slience everywhere.
Chapter Nine:
*****That following evening*****
"Yamada...He's out, right?" Yabu at my face intently.
"Yes. Johnny bailed him out." I stuffed my face in my hands and began to sob. Yabu patted my back gently.
"Are you scared or are you happy?"
"Scared. I'm more scared than Hikaru is with flexible cats." I heard him chuckle and laughed to myself.
"So, do you ever want to be with Yuto again?"
Silence...
"No..Never"
"Why do you think he did it?"
"He was drinking and doing drugs underage. I'll never forgive him for that!" I spit on the floor and stomped on it.
"What if you see him again? What will you do then?"
"I'm not."
"Eh? How?" His eyebrows were raised pretty high.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. To Oosaka, where the ikemen live." I smiled to myself and laughed at my silly dream.
"Soo desu ka? Have fun ne? And don't forget to call me once in awhile just in case you don't feel right."
"Hai!" I smiled again as Yabu ruffled my hair.
*****Next Day*****
"Sayonara, minna!" I called at every Johnny. Everyone respected my choice, but most were disappointed.
"Kioskete, Ryosuke!" Johnny bellowed at him from the balcony.
"Hai, Johnny-san. I will come back one day ne!" This was going to be a good day.
"I'll be waiting!" And i was gone. Forever.
*****At the train station*****
I heard a single whisper float into my ears. And i felt him hug me. His chest pressed to my back.
His words pained me, but I didn't shed any tears. "Yama-chan don't leave me....""
I bit my bottom lip and groaned. "Why can't I !?" I shrieked. Now tears were running down my cheeks.
I felt people staring, but ignored them. I took his hands into mine and swung them over my shoulder. I didn't want him anymore.
"Yuto, stay away from me! Please! I don't love you anymore! I don't want you!" I ran to the train and left him crying at the tracks.
"I will never return to this rotten place. To that demon who destroyed my soul." i whispered silently to myself.
And Ryosuke didn't. He didn't return at all. He left Yuto heartbroken and never returned.
Chapter Ten:
"Kei-chan? Can I be the guy now?" i fingered Inoo's erect member and heard his beautiful moan.
"Yes, please." He said it quite breathless.
I squealed and kissed his forehead.
I pounced on his stomach and pulled his shirt up. My teeth raked the plum-colored skin and it licked the hard nipple.
My tongue teased the nipple and it hardened even more.
I enjoyed the sound of Inoo's moan. It's been a while since I've heard it and I'll never forget that sound.
"Hikka....Onegai..." I smiled and leaned in for a deep kiss.
My hands digged in his pants fingering the erect member again. I stroked it softly and stroked faster after hearing Inoo's moan.
Then my instincts took over. I slid down his chest and pulled his pants off.
After devouring the crotch in my head, I stuffed the thing in my mouth. My teeth scratching the sensitive skin.
"Oh god, Hikaru!" His breath came in small intervals and his body was sweating a lot.
I sucked hard and caressed his pale thighs.
His hips began to thrust in and out. Each time, my mouth hit his sweet spot.
"Hikka...please...I want you in me....now...Please.." Kei's pleads set me on fire.
I swiped some lube on and forced the eel into the cave.
"Hikaru! Oh my god! Ahhh~~~" I smiled at his moans and pushed in even farther.
I thrusted in and out vigorously and finally, I found his other sweet spot. The spot inside of him.
"Hikka....Please. More,more!!" I thrusted harder and hit the spot everytime.
I slithered up his neck and nibbled on his ear.
"Does it feel good? Do you like it?" I whispered breathless as well.
Kei nodded and grabbed a fistfull of my hair.
I went back to his nipples and my tongue became sore from sucking too much.
My mouth slipped back up to my neck and created a big hickie. Then it began to kiss the precious collarbone.
Inoo's hand traveled to my back and squeezed hard marking nail marks.
"Hikaru...." His breath gone.
I kept going in and out 'till my seeds spilled in him. Inoo kissed my temples and let his sperm leak onto the bed and not to mention, me.
"I love being the guy!" I hardly whispered.
"Me, too." I could barely hear him.
"I want to be the guy forever," I stated.
"I think so, too." And he kissed my chest while I twirled my fingers in his hair.
Chapter Eleven
****Next Morning****
"Let's go somewhere today," I suggested since now I was the guy.
"Okay. Where do you want to go?" Kei's girly hands brushed against my chest and massaged one of my nipples.
"Stop it!" I giggled. "You're still perverted like a guy."
"Well, may be it's a sign that I should still be the guy then." Inoo smiled brightly and he went back to massaging again.
I pushed his hands away and groped his ass. His girly squeal made my heart flutter.
"Hikaru! Hentai!!" I let my jaw drop open and chased after him.
"Ne! You two lovebirds! Did you guys hear the news?" It was KoyaShige and TegoMassu.
Shige was on Koyama's back biting his shoulder and Masuda was playing with Tegoshi's crotch.
"Eh? Nani ka? What happened?" Inoo and I said it together.
"Ryosuke was raped. By Yuto!" They shook their heads and made tsking noises.
"Wait, aren't they like, together though?" Again, we both said the same thing together.
"Yamada didn't want to have sex, but Yuto was on drugs and he did want sex. So he made Yamada go unconcious and did it. Not to mention when Yamada told him to stop, he cut him with a knife. Poor Yamada." Koyama wiped some tears away and walked off.
"Yamada's leaving today. Johnny bailed Yuto out of jail, so he's pretty scared. You should go say good-bye." Tegoshi waved and skipped off with Masuda behind.
"Oh, let's go there!" I jumped and dragged Inoo to some random station. Turns out, it was the right station!
"Look there's Yamada! Over there!" Inoo put his hands over his eyes which made him look a thousand times cuter.
"Ne, isn't that Yuto trying to run after him?" We both gasped.
"He dumped Yuto, didn't he?" Inoo whispered. He clutched my hand tightly.
I nodded and let him lay his head on my shoulder.
As Yamada left, we saw Yuto cry. We saw him beat himself.
And we saw him jump. Into the next train....
Chapter Twelve:
We didn't talk about the jump the whole way there. At Yamada's next stop we stepped onto the train and said our good byes.
"Ja nee, Yama-chan~!" sang Inoo. He smiled warmly, but sadness washed over his eyes. I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Sayonara, Ryosuke. Have fun ne?" I gave him a pat on the back and wished him luck with his looks.
He laughed and shook his head.
"I'm not going there to improved on my looks. I met someone there and it's been a long time. I just wanted to stay with her for awhile."
I raised my eyebrows.
"Her? Oh, so it's a girl....Or is it more?" He noticed a hint of uncertainty in my voice.
"I'm hoping it is." And we left. Or so he did.
Notes: It's sad isn't it? I kind of was in an emotional state when i wrote this so I just had to make it interesting.
And Please comment if I made any mistakes. I'm still not that good with my English.
Thanks for reading and please wait a bit longer for the rest! Arigatou! <3
EDIT: Okay, I know I kind of messed up. Chapter Twelve is actually also in Chapter Eleven, so there it is.
Sorry, I was kind of in a rush. I didn't want to be late for college. ^^
Author: KSaiko_No_Lady
Pairing(s): Hey!Say!JUMP & Ya-Ya-yah & NewS couples.
Rated: Read to find out. But probably R.
Brief Description: Rape[kind of]. Suicide. Lots of crying. Death.
Written: September 22, 2008 & September 23, 2008
Chapter Eight:
I awoke to someone stroking my hair. With eyes still closed, I touched the hand.
"You're finally awake! I've missed you!" Thin lips brushed against my cheek.
I opened my eyes and saw Yuto staring fondly at me. I smiled back at him.
As I tried to get up to kiss him, I found that I was tied to the seat that Yuto placed me in. I stared in horror at Yuto as he removed a sharp blade from the drawer.
"Yuto? What are you doing?" I didn't sound one bit scared. I sounded dead. I can not believe what's happening right now.
I tried to scream for help but was cut off by his wet lips forced on top of mine. What is he doing?! I screamed to my self.
"Onegashimasu, Yuto! Yamate kudasai!" I begged and cried many times, but each time Yuto slit my arms with tiny cuts.
"Yama-chan~~ Let's play a little game. Pinn the tail on the donkey!" I was crying in confusion when I knew what he was talking about.
Yuto pulled his shaft out of his pants and shoved it down my throat. I screamed in pain and tried to back off.
"What are you doing, Yuto!" I cried around the erection. "This isn't you!"
Quickly and desperately, Yuto began to shove faster. His hips grinded against Yamada's shoulder blades.
After spilling his seeds and making Ryosuke lick it off, Yuto placed the blade on top of Yamada's crotch.
"Take off your pants. NOW!!"
"I-I can't. I'm tied to the chair. Gomenasai..." i couldn't stand to see the rage in Yuto's face as I answered.
"Fine! Then'll I'll just have to take it off myself!" Yuto ripped off my pants and stared hungrily at my body.
"Yama-chan...Can you get hard for me? Please?" Yuto let the knife touch the flesh on my neck.
I nodded and thought of Yuto when he was normal. When he made jokes and the way he laughs.
How sexily he kisses and how softly he caresses my body. And the feeling when he stroked my crotch. Mmmm...
I let out a slight moan and felt hands clasp around my erect member.
I felt a single finger twirl it. So skillfully.... And i wanted my Yuto back. The real Yuto, not this one.
"Does it feel good?" I winced when he nibbled on the tip of my cock and shuddered.
His tongue licked the erection and it played with it. I moaned some more and wished i didn't. This wasn't really Yuto pleasuring me.
My head rolled back and Yuto seized the chance. He untied me and pushed me face-down onto the bed.
I yelped and knew what was coming. Yuto handcuffed my hands and feet the the bed posts. He groped my ass and licked it.
I couldn't stop myself from moaning. It just felt too good.
But then my worst fear came to its beginning. He positioned himself and slid his crotch into my asshole.
"Ite, Yuto! Hontou ni, ite~!!" I felt the searing pain and screamed once more.
"Shut up, will you!!!" The cold blade ripped the flesh of my left thigh. I could no longer take it anymore.
The thrusting. The cutting. I couldn't take it anymore. Isn't this called rape? Is Yuto actually raping me?
I just couldn't take it anymore.
"Dareka Tasukete! Someone please! Help me!" I bellowed with all the energy I had left.
Yuto whipped me on the ass and told me to shut up again. I cried over and over again.
Finally, someone opened the door. Yuto realized that he didn't lock the door at all, but that didn't stop him. He kept on thrusting.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THAT POOR BOY? YOU MONSTER!!!" It was the maid. She was furious and had called the police.
One of the security officers pried Yuto off of Ryosuke and handcuffed him.
"We're arresting you for illegally raping this underage boy, you drunk," he said in a husky voice.
I felt a jacket cover my naked body and cried. I cried for my safety. I cried for Yuto. Because of Yuto.
****Next Few Days****
"Yuto raped Ryosuke?" Chinen gasped.
"That's what I heard, according to Johnny," replied Takaki.
"Yama-chan daijoubu?" Okamoto asked with concern.
I nodded and smiled half-heartily.
Everyone stared at me and especially Yabu.
"Ne, Ryosuke? Mind if we have some tea together later?" His request made me sigh with relief.
Yabu was a master at these things. Even though none of these things never happened to him.
"Oh, so now you're going to Yamada?" smirked Daiki.
"What's that supposed to mean?!" Yabu answered through gritted teeth with dark eyes.
"You go to Takaki and you cheat on him. Then you go to your former love, Shoon. Now, you go to the young, sexy dancer, Yamada Ryosuke. What a slutty whore. " Daiki was being bitchy, but whatever he said was right. Yabu is a slut.
"You bastard!" Yabu punched Daiki in the face. His eyes black with rage.
"I only left Takaki because I didn't want to hurt him. And Shoon and I are still together! I just wanted to comfort Yamada by buying him some fresh green tea." Yabu was crying now. How pained he looked. Poor Yabu.
"Whatever, that's just bull." Takaki grabbed Daiki's arm and bellowed at him to stop.
"Why?! Because you still love that bitch? Is that it?"
Takaki stood up and slapped him straight in the face.
"What are you saying!? I'm 100% over him!!"
"That's what you're saying, but it's not what you really feel. Isn't it?"
"Dai-chan stop! Please! I love you! And not that slut!" His finger was pointed disgustingly at Yabu. I saw his eyes full of sadness.
"You two! Stop it! Yabu is not a bitch and neither is he a slut. So shut up!!"
There was slience everywhere.
Chapter Nine:
*****That following evening*****
"Yamada...He's out, right?" Yabu at my face intently.
"Yes. Johnny bailed him out." I stuffed my face in my hands and began to sob. Yabu patted my back gently.
"Are you scared or are you happy?"
"Scared. I'm more scared than Hikaru is with flexible cats." I heard him chuckle and laughed to myself.
"So, do you ever want to be with Yuto again?"
Silence...
"No..Never"
"Why do you think he did it?"
"He was drinking and doing drugs underage. I'll never forgive him for that!" I spit on the floor and stomped on it.
"What if you see him again? What will you do then?"
"I'm not."
"Eh? How?" His eyebrows were raised pretty high.
"I'm leaving tomorrow. To Oosaka, where the ikemen live." I smiled to myself and laughed at my silly dream.
"Soo desu ka? Have fun ne? And don't forget to call me once in awhile just in case you don't feel right."
"Hai!" I smiled again as Yabu ruffled my hair.
*****Next Day*****
"Sayonara, minna!" I called at every Johnny. Everyone respected my choice, but most were disappointed.
"Kioskete, Ryosuke!" Johnny bellowed at him from the balcony.
"Hai, Johnny-san. I will come back one day ne!" This was going to be a good day.
"I'll be waiting!" And i was gone. Forever.
*****At the train station*****
I heard a single whisper float into my ears. And i felt him hug me. His chest pressed to my back.
His words pained me, but I didn't shed any tears. "Yama-chan don't leave me....""
I bit my bottom lip and groaned. "Why can't I !?" I shrieked. Now tears were running down my cheeks.
I felt people staring, but ignored them. I took his hands into mine and swung them over my shoulder. I didn't want him anymore.
"Yuto, stay away from me! Please! I don't love you anymore! I don't want you!" I ran to the train and left him crying at the tracks.
"I will never return to this rotten place. To that demon who destroyed my soul." i whispered silently to myself.
And Ryosuke didn't. He didn't return at all. He left Yuto heartbroken and never returned.
Chapter Ten:
"Kei-chan? Can I be the guy now?" i fingered Inoo's erect member and heard his beautiful moan.
"Yes, please." He said it quite breathless.
I squealed and kissed his forehead.
I pounced on his stomach and pulled his shirt up. My teeth raked the plum-colored skin and it licked the hard nipple.
My tongue teased the nipple and it hardened even more.
I enjoyed the sound of Inoo's moan. It's been a while since I've heard it and I'll never forget that sound.
"Hikka....Onegai..." I smiled and leaned in for a deep kiss.
My hands digged in his pants fingering the erect member again. I stroked it softly and stroked faster after hearing Inoo's moan.
Then my instincts took over. I slid down his chest and pulled his pants off.
After devouring the crotch in my head, I stuffed the thing in my mouth. My teeth scratching the sensitive skin.
"Oh god, Hikaru!" His breath came in small intervals and his body was sweating a lot.
I sucked hard and caressed his pale thighs.
His hips began to thrust in and out. Each time, my mouth hit his sweet spot.
"Hikka...please...I want you in me....now...Please.." Kei's pleads set me on fire.
I swiped some lube on and forced the eel into the cave.
"Hikaru! Oh my god! Ahhh~~~" I smiled at his moans and pushed in even farther.
I thrusted in and out vigorously and finally, I found his other sweet spot. The spot inside of him.
"Hikka....Please. More,more!!" I thrusted harder and hit the spot everytime.
I slithered up his neck and nibbled on his ear.
"Does it feel good? Do you like it?" I whispered breathless as well.
Kei nodded and grabbed a fistfull of my hair.
I went back to his nipples and my tongue became sore from sucking too much.
My mouth slipped back up to my neck and created a big hickie. Then it began to kiss the precious collarbone.
Inoo's hand traveled to my back and squeezed hard marking nail marks.
"Hikaru...." His breath gone.
I kept going in and out 'till my seeds spilled in him. Inoo kissed my temples and let his sperm leak onto the bed and not to mention, me.
"I love being the guy!" I hardly whispered.
"Me, too." I could barely hear him.
"I want to be the guy forever," I stated.
"I think so, too." And he kissed my chest while I twirled my fingers in his hair.
Chapter Eleven
****Next Morning****
"Let's go somewhere today," I suggested since now I was the guy.
"Okay. Where do you want to go?" Kei's girly hands brushed against my chest and massaged one of my nipples.
"Stop it!" I giggled. "You're still perverted like a guy."
"Well, may be it's a sign that I should still be the guy then." Inoo smiled brightly and he went back to massaging again.
I pushed his hands away and groped his ass. His girly squeal made my heart flutter.
"Hikaru! Hentai!!" I let my jaw drop open and chased after him.
"Ne! You two lovebirds! Did you guys hear the news?" It was KoyaShige and TegoMassu.
Shige was on Koyama's back biting his shoulder and Masuda was playing with Tegoshi's crotch.
"Eh? Nani ka? What happened?" Inoo and I said it together.
"Ryosuke was raped. By Yuto!" They shook their heads and made tsking noises.
"Wait, aren't they like, together though?" Again, we both said the same thing together.
"Yamada didn't want to have sex, but Yuto was on drugs and he did want sex. So he made Yamada go unconcious and did it. Not to mention when Yamada told him to stop, he cut him with a knife. Poor Yamada." Koyama wiped some tears away and walked off.
"Yamada's leaving today. Johnny bailed Yuto out of jail, so he's pretty scared. You should go say good-bye." Tegoshi waved and skipped off with Masuda behind.
"Oh, let's go there!" I jumped and dragged Inoo to some random station. Turns out, it was the right station!
"Look there's Yamada! Over there!" Inoo put his hands over his eyes which made him look a thousand times cuter.
"Ne, isn't that Yuto trying to run after him?" We both gasped.
"He dumped Yuto, didn't he?" Inoo whispered. He clutched my hand tightly.
I nodded and let him lay his head on my shoulder.
As Yamada left, we saw Yuto cry. We saw him beat himself.
And we saw him jump. Into the next train....
Chapter Twelve:
We didn't talk about the jump the whole way there. At Yamada's next stop we stepped onto the train and said our good byes.
"Ja nee, Yama-chan~!" sang Inoo. He smiled warmly, but sadness washed over his eyes. I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Sayonara, Ryosuke. Have fun ne?" I gave him a pat on the back and wished him luck with his looks.
He laughed and shook his head.
"I'm not going there to improved on my looks. I met someone there and it's been a long time. I just wanted to stay with her for awhile."
I raised my eyebrows.
"Her? Oh, so it's a girl....Or is it more?" He noticed a hint of uncertainty in my voice.
"I'm hoping it is." And we left. Or so he did.
Notes: It's sad isn't it? I kind of was in an emotional state when i wrote this so I just had to make it interesting.
And Please comment if I made any mistakes. I'm still not that good with my English.
Thanks for reading and please wait a bit longer for the rest! Arigatou! <3
EDIT: Okay, I know I kind of messed up. Chapter Twelve is actually also in Chapter Eleven, so there it is.
Sorry, I was kind of in a rush. I didn't want to be late for college. ^^