wow
y is it that when u try to fix things u only make it worst?.. y is it that when u don't do something u regret it for ever?.. even though u know it could of killed u if u had done it.. y is it that there is an obsticle always standing in front of u when u try to do something good?.. y is that when i try to do soemthing right it just turns out wrong?... y is it when i try to put the past inthe back of my mind so i can't even think of it i can't.... even though i nkow i can't change the past.... well w/e feeling like shit for some gay reason again... it makes me feel good to write all these things down... i never knew how better u can feel by just writing everything that u feel down