Feb 07, 2007 23:42
ah journal journal...
i dont post much, and i think that will dwindle to zero in a few weeks. there are certain parts of my life and my past that i no longer feel like being connected to, and i'm just going around severing certain strings. my lj is one of them. i could never be fully honest in it, and even sugar-coating things i manage to worry people more than i should. after the lj, i think i'll have done a good job of having a minimal presence and limited online personality. although i should mention that i'll be putting up a myspace music page in the next few weeks to start marketing and getting the word out for my debut album, so i'll let you all know about that when it happens, and then you'll tell your friends, and so on and so forth.
a few more changes in the life of jon- ive decided to postpone taking the bar exam until july at the earliest. this is done in response to a few factors, but most importantly to the fact that i seem to have the possibility of a real honest to goodness career in music and the next few months will be crucial in driving towards that. its the first time ive ever felt like music wasnt just some pipe-dream. i think that now ive got the combination of the ability, the time, and the channels to really get something going. and its exciting.
i've moved back down to southern cali- oceanside to be exact. i missed the friends i left, and felt that i wasnt finding anything in the bay area i wouldnt find here, both internally and externally. plus its freaking cold up there, man. this allows me to be very close to LA for music, and still able to hang out with the friends in san diego that haven't forgotten me. it also doesnt force me to immerse myself back into a san diego scene, or go to places or see people i don't need to. i dont know how long i'll be here...there's a possibility of moves to arizona, new york and beyond, but those are all dependant on a laundry list of things that are just starting to occur. for now, i'm in oceanside, living with good people and close to others.
i still need to get my bed out of storage, ive been sleeping on the floor. once i settle in, i'd like to really design my room- ive never really customized a room before, and i'd like to be proud of where i sleep.
my laptop is on the disabled list for the next few weeks. i cant believe how long it takes to fix those things. and i cant believe how much i miss just aimless cyberspacing.
amazed by how much i seem to have been through in the last nine months, without anything really moving forward. i guess its a landslide waiting to happen.