Almost my bday
I had not been excited about birthdays since i turned 15. I dont feel that happy feeling or wait for the day to come....is just there. I dont really care. Im more into baby's bday and xmas... does that happen to you? or is it just me? Mayb cuz i really dont wanna grow up...i actually wanna go back. So many responsabilities to handle and it seems to me that each year there are more and more coming to me. Not that i regret anything [perhaps the timming], but i would love to do something more like my age, be more egocentric and dedicate myself only only to myself. I know I will have more time when baby grows, once she goes to kindergarden i will have all morning to me me me. The bad thing about it is that I know that I will miss her.
Babies make you take all your time and attention and focus everything and anything on them. there is no more you-time.