The ONE
This friday [08-29-2008], was a memorable day. I had been looking forward to it for more than a week. And I waited for it anxiously, I felt buttlerflies and I was nervous. It was the first time in 2 years, that I was feeling that. [the last time being when I was walking into the hospital, when i was going to give birth. there was also fear that time]
Even though we had kept moderly in touch, it was nothing like hanging out together. I couldnt believe that I had basically denied myself to have such fun. I had the longest time of not laughing like that. She is amazing. I realized that I had missed her company and her laugh, her opinions and crazy things that others call weird.
We were talking about how we had someother ppl around us, but there was always drama and things said behind our backs. And we compared that to how we had gotten upset or even mad to each other, but we had never actully yelled at each other or said bad stuff about each other. When we had gotten mad, we simply distance for a few days, and when we were both ready we started new. Thats how TRUE bff do it.
I had always known that she was the bestest friend i had ever had, but this separation and now when i spent 6 hours [which actually felt like 3 mins], it made me realize that she way more than just the best friend. I really value her, she worth gold diamons and everything in between.
thank you! I wont let distance. make it make a distance between us. Im climb that freaking mountain you are going to be in.