Something I wrote....
Well, I was checking out my notes on FaceBook and I found this note. I wrote it when I was still crazy for MASA (but because of Takkun, I'm not that crazy about him anymore XD)
Anyway, read it if you want....but you might not like it that much....
When I first saw you, you were in a burned down church covered in dirt. As I saw the altar I saw the sign that says that the church was a place to look for a sanctuary. I wanted to know the real you, the person who was looking for SANCTUARY within the SEVEN COLORS of the rainbow. As I saw you looking innocent, it made me want to START the THRILL with just the TWO OF US.
I took care of you and as we both grew up, us being always together became like a FLOWER BUD that slowly bloomed into a SHINING RAY that opened to a new beginning.
And because of that day, everytime I look up IN THE SKY, it would always start the DAYDREAM of me and you together.
I became angry with you because after you said 'i'll always be with you' (BOKU GA IRU) we grew farther apart and because of you being independent our LOVE24hrs disappeared.
You tagged along with a girl named ALEX and because of that, my head was filled with the feeling of STRANGE JEALOUSY. So I did everything FOR YOU so that I could become the object of your affection or at least until you get the MESSAGE that I was always sending you.
But you didn't get it at all. I was CALLING for you more and more. I became different and as I slowly CHANGE, i couldn't notice myself anymore. But i didn't care because it was all for you.
I cried but I would always keep quiet when you were there. It was only by chance when you heard the song from my tears (NAMIDA KARA KIKOETE UTA) and because of that, you gave me a GIFT that you said was better than GOLD, we stopped under the bright sky(KAGAYAKU SORA NO SHITA) and you pointed at the SHOOTING STAR and said to me 'Even if the SUN WILL SHINE AWAY for this world, my sun will never go away until the day you die'. It made me wonder what you meant by saying that. As I look up to the sky (ANO SORA HE) I saw the different stars and as I look at you I saw your beautiful eyes and because of that I wanted to know YOUR STORY.
As I wanted to know more about you. I persistently ask you about your past but you became angry and you would always shout out loudly 'The past is meaningless. THIS IS ME! The me in the past is gone now.' You scared me and the only thing that made you smile again was when I said THANK YOU for the shooting star you showed me. You told me a story wherein the lesson was for you to walk on (ARUKIDASE) if you had a problem and go towards the future and from then on I waited for the day when we start running (HASHIRDASU TOKI) towards the future of us being together.
I woke up and the WIND IS BLOWIN' hard. You were missing and the only trace of you that I found was the note on my pillow that says 'You are my sun (KIMI WA BOKU NO TAIYOU) so stay the way you are now.' I shouted for your name. There were no signs of you anywhere so I tried to GALLOP to a train to reach the place where I first met you. I could only smell the scent of ANEMONE and flowers. As I walk down the path where I saw you before, I saw a shadow dancing towards a different direction, not towards the church but to somewhere I didn't know. As that shadow danced it was looking at me, it was as if it was dancing for me to follow her (DANCING FOLLOW ME).
And then I saw you there, under a tree. Lying there dead. I cried so hard but the shadow pulled my hand towards another place. Covered in leaves, it was a burial for you that was made by these spirits. It was because of that place that I now know who you are. You are an important person for these spirits who led me towards here and a more important person that will forever stay in my heart. As I see these spirits taking your soul away, I see these dark spirits turn into little children with wings, I only try to SING AWAY my sorrows because I know you'll be in PARADISO
Everytime I read it again, I feel that it's so badly written or corny. Comments??