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My dream turned my bed into a sea shore and blanket became waves. How cool is that.
I feel accomplished for attending all my lectures this week, most of them being 8:30am classes, though it's been difficult dragging myself out of bed in the morning because of the cold. But then I suppose I cannot spoil myself too much, besides, lectures are generally bearable especially when compared to my lunch hour pracs.
Uni life is quite uninteresting. Even though I hate to admit this, I am lonely at school.
Now that I think about it, it seems that all my life I've been wanting to know more people, for no good reason really, since I could be much happier slaving away in front of a computer. Anyway, people hurt and I am paranoid of pain. Yes yes that is avoidant logic but usually masochism takes over.
Birthday's coming up, maybe that's why I'm sort of wistful in a oh-god-i-dont-know-where-my-life-is-going-wtf-am-i-doing way.
I feel accomplished for attending all my lectures this week, most of them being 8:30am classes, though it's been difficult dragging myself out of bed in the morning because of the cold. But then I suppose I cannot spoil myself too much, besides, lectures are generally bearable especially when compared to my lunch hour pracs.
Uni life is quite uninteresting. Even though I hate to admit this, I am lonely at school.
Now that I think about it, it seems that all my life I've been wanting to know more people, for no good reason really, since I could be much happier slaving away in front of a computer. Anyway, people hurt and I am paranoid of pain. Yes yes that is avoidant logic but usually masochism takes over.
Birthday's coming up, maybe that's why I'm sort of wistful in a oh-god-i-dont-know-where-my-life-is-going-wtf-am-i-doing way.