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I cannot sleep. Started sobbing at 2am. I do not know if there is a reason, but most likely there is none.
Maybe it has finally became something similar to a reflex.
To be honest I think it will make myself feel better re-reading this tomorrow if I could use EVA as an excuse for batshit behaviour, though it does not seem like it.
I guess I will leave it at that.
I find it hard to communicate with myself.
Maybe it has finally became something similar to a reflex.
To be honest I think it will make myself feel better re-reading this tomorrow if I could use EVA as an excuse for batshit behaviour, though it does not seem like it.
I guess I will leave it at that.
I find it hard to communicate with myself.