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[krystlexcore]

my life feels so in line...but when i really think about it, it really isn't at all...i have no job...i need a job if im getting kicked out today then kept the next...one day their gonna kick me out for real (and not block my car in the driveway) and ill have no where to go cause i have no money...i never have money...i feel bad taking people's...im not a freeloader...only when free shit is given out at things like matthews alive maybe...but from friends no...i wish i could think straight nowadays...i dont tell people how i think recently...how im feeling is kept inside...if i told people how i felt then some people would get pissed or offended or happy or whatever...i dont know its weird...its just that keeping things into myself is weird cause i've never done that before...like i feel ways that people dont even know...cause im holding alot of shit it...shit gets you in trouble...trouble causes drama...and i do not want drama...

i so wrote a poem the other day...krystleXemo....my godddddddd