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im so discontent right now. it sucks. real bad. really fucking bad.
its not just that i can't get around and I don't have a car. It's that I'm sucking at school, im sucking at being a girlfriend, well no, im good at that, but I get way too jealous. And im so irritable, and no its not pms or anything like that, and i feel so fat and ugly and i want to look cute for work tonight but then im like, whats the point, who the fuck am i going to see tonight, at the mall besides little kids and paranoid parents. I won't even get to see Christian tonight because he's working til 10, and I have to have my mother pick me up from work and I'll have no ride back from there and it just fucking sucks. Having no car fucking sucks.
its not just that i can't get around and I don't have a car. It's that I'm sucking at school, im sucking at being a girlfriend, well no, im good at that, but I get way too jealous. And im so irritable, and no its not pms or anything like that, and i feel so fat and ugly and i want to look cute for work tonight but then im like, whats the point, who the fuck am i going to see tonight, at the mall besides little kids and paranoid parents. I won't even get to see Christian tonight because he's working til 10, and I have to have my mother pick me up from work and I'll have no ride back from there and it just fucking sucks. Having no car fucking sucks.