I cant keep up im loosing so much time..
Everyday i go on qoute whore and spend hours reading all the qoutes and i find all the right ones and find words how to express how I feel here are some of my favorite ones =)
**Fights suck, but forgiving people is even worse. I'm not going to let go of all the things you said and I'm not going to pretend it never happened. Things will never be the same now that I know what you really think. But what hurts even more is you thinking I'd still always be around. Because the truth is, I gave up a long time ago. And I promised myself that I wouldn't let you change my mind. I dont want to be mean, but I'm keeping my hopes up that someday you'll grow up. And I sit here and think about everything that has happened this past year, not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe it's because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just too mad at you, or maybe, just maybe, it's my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet...**
**when you said you loved me, did you really love me,
or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow?
`cause i was naked when you said those words,
but i felt covered in your whispered worship.
when you said you needed me, did you really need me,
or was it just someone? - oh, you`d take anything.
am i first on that list of yours? or am i second, or third?
when i said i loved you, it was because i loved you.**
**And tonight, I wish you were here with me,
So I could make you see the stars
they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of all the times,
when we used to sit underneath them,
those summer nights
And fall in love.**
**do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep each night to the sound of your cries to have you life change in the blink of an eye to discover your reality was nothing but lies? do you know how it feels to want someone to blame to find yourself alone when your in the greatest pain to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name to realize from this date forward things will never be the same? do you know how it feels to learn your best wasnt good enough for someone you love to violate your ultimate trust to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your face after your whole world fell apart..**
**It's so hard to say "I love you", and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice.
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and, but I must hold back and not be hea now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, w much I love you rd.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night hen I need you more then air.
I want to scream how when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.**
**When it comes down to it, I've spoiled myself. I've watched too many chick flicks, and read too many fairy tales. I've come up with this vision of love that isn't true. Well, not true for me. The boy doesnt stop traffic to race after the girl, open up her car door, make some corny, heart-warming remark, and passionately kiss her. In my life, the boy keeps driving right through the intersection. And that whole chick flick, happy, nostalgic, perfect hollywood fairytale moment that was supposed to happen is left right where it hurts the most... my heart.**
<3
I cant keep my eyes off of you
Im tripping on words you got my head spinning
i dont know where to go from here ?
**Fights suck, but forgiving people is even worse. I'm not going to let go of all the things you said and I'm not going to pretend it never happened. Things will never be the same now that I know what you really think. But what hurts even more is you thinking I'd still always be around. Because the truth is, I gave up a long time ago. And I promised myself that I wouldn't let you change my mind. I dont want to be mean, but I'm keeping my hopes up that someday you'll grow up. And I sit here and think about everything that has happened this past year, not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe it's because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just too mad at you, or maybe, just maybe, it's my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet...**
**when you said you loved me, did you really love me,
or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow?
`cause i was naked when you said those words,
but i felt covered in your whispered worship.
when you said you needed me, did you really need me,
or was it just someone? - oh, you`d take anything.
am i first on that list of yours? or am i second, or third?
when i said i loved you, it was because i loved you.**
**And tonight, I wish you were here with me,
So I could make you see the stars
they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of all the times,
when we used to sit underneath them,
those summer nights
And fall in love.**
**do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep each night to the sound of your cries to have you life change in the blink of an eye to discover your reality was nothing but lies? do you know how it feels to want someone to blame to find yourself alone when your in the greatest pain to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name to realize from this date forward things will never be the same? do you know how it feels to learn your best wasnt good enough for someone you love to violate your ultimate trust to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your face after your whole world fell apart..**
**It's so hard to say "I love you", and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice.
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and, but I must hold back and not be hea now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, w much I love you rd.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night hen I need you more then air.
I want to scream how when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.**
**When it comes down to it, I've spoiled myself. I've watched too many chick flicks, and read too many fairy tales. I've come up with this vision of love that isn't true. Well, not true for me. The boy doesnt stop traffic to race after the girl, open up her car door, make some corny, heart-warming remark, and passionately kiss her. In my life, the boy keeps driving right through the intersection. And that whole chick flick, happy, nostalgic, perfect hollywood fairytale moment that was supposed to happen is left right where it hurts the most... my heart.**
<3
I cant keep my eyes off of you
Im tripping on words you got my head spinning
i dont know where to go from here ?