U say it best when u say nothing at all

[krystinasbuds]

I really dont know wut to think bout life rite now to be honest so much stuff is happening and for the most part its bad i just have no clue wut this world is coming to seriously this summer is goin by fast and i havent done ne thing that exciting or meet ne one i think the whole problem with people is everyone is immature me n erin were talkin bout it the other nite and it made total sense some other ppl are acting reallly fucking gay and i feel like im loosing everyone its funny how someone can change once they start goin out with someone and erin knows who im talking bout =/ i just want things to go back how they were if i never met kyle my life wouldnt be fucked up n so depressed i would have both of my best guy friends back kevin n jeff i wish my nonna didnt pass away i wish it could be like last summer when it was me erin chris and matt 24/7 me n chris were soo close but now this summer im really close to josh trust me im fine with that too bc josh understands me and the only thing i got good out of it was a new bestfriend Ashlee Jesse =) shes the sweetest thing n im soo happy we became friends but other than that life is soooooo hard god..i wish i could be happy for once but life doesnt go the way u want it to....ok im gonna stop complaining Last week sometime ashlee came over n we hanged out with brian corey n matt n erin n we all went swimming that was fun later on that nite we went back ashleess n walked up to taco bell wow bad idea i think we all got sick lol afterwords we met up with josh n went to ashlee's dad baseball game that was alot of fun minus the fishflys Thursday me n erin went to the mall and i got a zip up and shirt from hollister its cute =) Friday we went to the movies to see charley and the chocolate factory i had a good time i guess but shit was running through my mind bout the douche bag sittin in front of me =/ but im glad i got to see matt i miss him =) Saturday nite i hanged out with corey nick n britt n nick was goin crazy throwing water all on me good times Yesterday me n erin went to her aunts house to go swimming i had alot of fun i felt like i was on vaction speaking of vaction ERIIINNNNN =) IM EXCITED BE OTCHH ....ne who lol her aunt also gave us sooo much candy n we were soo sugar high last nite i got so sick but thats bout it lol Today me n erin r hangin out with ashlee n all our fav guys tomorrow im goin to nicole klines for the float party
I also got a new sn Amandaaa3124 and a myspace =)

<3
Amanda

Theres a look in yours eyes saying ull never leave me