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I feel as thou this little relationship that I have has taught me so many things about life, love, and happiness.
I learned that I do know how to move on and not forget but try to be myself and happy. Relationships dont always work out for the best. But isn't it better to know that now then when you are married years down the road. Everything in the end brings something better. Its not like its going to go downhill once something is gone. You have a chance to be someone who you havent been in a long time.
Trust is an aspect of a relationship that should be number one. It's nice to know that he loves you and only you. Other girls may come around and flirt but in the end I'm the one he is calling and telling he would give up anything to be with me again.I wouldn't ever sit there and think he is cheating on me with some other girl in the end its a sense of happiness I have never felt before. I've finally relized throughout all the pain, anger and unhappiness there is something wonderful that can walk into you life and in a matter of minutes change how you have felt about anything up until then. That is what he did. That time I just wanted to enjoy life, enjoy my friends and just have fun. I never thought I would go home with something that means more to me than anything.
If found something that people search forever for. It kills me that we can't be together but I also think we have our whole lives ahead of us what is a few years to ourselves. A few years to enjoy the things that truely make us happy. Time to spend with friends and family. Time to have moments in the day wondering what eachother is doing right at that second, wondering if we are thinking about eachother.Its a feeling I have never felt before, its a feeling I love feeling.
I learned that I do know how to move on and not forget but try to be myself and happy. Relationships dont always work out for the best. But isn't it better to know that now then when you are married years down the road. Everything in the end brings something better. Its not like its going to go downhill once something is gone. You have a chance to be someone who you havent been in a long time.
Trust is an aspect of a relationship that should be number one. It's nice to know that he loves you and only you. Other girls may come around and flirt but in the end I'm the one he is calling and telling he would give up anything to be with me again.I wouldn't ever sit there and think he is cheating on me with some other girl in the end its a sense of happiness I have never felt before. I've finally relized throughout all the pain, anger and unhappiness there is something wonderful that can walk into you life and in a matter of minutes change how you have felt about anything up until then. That is what he did. That time I just wanted to enjoy life, enjoy my friends and just have fun. I never thought I would go home with something that means more to me than anything.
If found something that people search forever for. It kills me that we can't be together but I also think we have our whole lives ahead of us what is a few years to ourselves. A few years to enjoy the things that truely make us happy. Time to spend with friends and family. Time to have moments in the day wondering what eachother is doing right at that second, wondering if we are thinking about eachother.Its a feeling I have never felt before, its a feeling I love feeling.