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Why do you have to make me feel this way? Why do you have to put me through things that hurt me? I honestly thought you loved me.
The first day we met we instantly clicked. We met through mutual friends, and slowly grew closer and closer, and maybe then that’s when I started to feel it. Feeling my growing adoration for you adorable smile, and your bright personality that always made me smile.
But then when you asked me out that one rainy winter morning while we where sharing an umbrella under the rain on the way to my house from school I fell in love with you.
Flashback
-rain drops falling-
You held my umbrella above my head. Letting it cover me fully while your right shoulder was being drenched by the cold rain.
You suddenly turn to look at me when I’m looking at the sky, silently wishing I could somehow be a raindrop in another life.
You make an abrubt stop and I take a step in the rain.
I yell at you and you just look at me with a smile on your face and you kiss me.
That’s when me liking you, went to me falling in love with you.
End flasback
There were no physical said words between us. We just knew. We knew how we felt. And words would only make it more complicated and awkward.
We would sit on the swinging bench outside my door. My hand in yours and my head on your shoulder. Your dry one of course.
But after that you changed.
You changed so much I couldn’t recognize you. Your new attitude scared me. The overflow of confidence worried me and you started to do things I never thought you would.
You began talking to her. The her that I’ve always hated. YOU! Of all people talked to her. And in front of me too.
But even more so what hurt me was the way you treated me. Was I just some piece of meat to you?
What happened to the gentlemen that would allow his shoulder to get drenched in the rain just a single drop wouldn’t touch me?
More so, what happened to my best friend? Not my boyfriend but my best friend?
The first day we met we instantly clicked. We met through mutual friends, and slowly grew closer and closer, and maybe then that’s when I started to feel it. Feeling my growing adoration for you adorable smile, and your bright personality that always made me smile.
But then when you asked me out that one rainy winter morning while we where sharing an umbrella under the rain on the way to my house from school I fell in love with you.
Flashback
-rain drops falling-
You held my umbrella above my head. Letting it cover me fully while your right shoulder was being drenched by the cold rain.
You suddenly turn to look at me when I’m looking at the sky, silently wishing I could somehow be a raindrop in another life.
You make an abrubt stop and I take a step in the rain.
I yell at you and you just look at me with a smile on your face and you kiss me.
That’s when me liking you, went to me falling in love with you.
End flasback
There were no physical said words between us. We just knew. We knew how we felt. And words would only make it more complicated and awkward.
We would sit on the swinging bench outside my door. My hand in yours and my head on your shoulder. Your dry one of course.
But after that you changed.
You changed so much I couldn’t recognize you. Your new attitude scared me. The overflow of confidence worried me and you started to do things I never thought you would.
You began talking to her. The her that I’ve always hated. YOU! Of all people talked to her. And in front of me too.
But even more so what hurt me was the way you treated me. Was I just some piece of meat to you?
What happened to the gentlemen that would allow his shoulder to get drenched in the rain just a single drop wouldn’t touch me?
More so, what happened to my best friend? Not my boyfriend but my best friend?