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Last night I got in an arguement with my best friend, Lindsey. And it wasn't over something small either....but it was over something that its hard to be entirely mad about.
I dont really want to go into specfics...I talked to a friend and he said I should sit on it for a while. But anyway, being my very bestest friend, I trust Lindsey very much. We went to college together, we've lived together, and went through many things. She lied to me about something that I fully understand why she did. I also know that it had to be very hard for her to keep it to herself for a long time. I believe that she feels guilty and upset, enough to make me want to forget anger and just run and give her a hug....It was a diffcult thing for her, and she was trying to do whats best...and maybe she did do what was best. But I cant help thinking that she didnt.
Type your cut contents here.so My friend Lindsey is a nurse, and therefore was a help when my friend Rosalie was sick. But, yesterday she finally admitted to me, after my accusations, that there had been a slim chance that my friend could have lived. she decided that she didnt want to go through everything and just didnt do anything. She told Lindsey she didnt want to even if there was a chance she could live. Lindsey said she tried to talk to her but nothing changed her mind. And Lindsey never told anyone, and I wish she would have told me, because parts of me believe that I could have changed her mind, and she could have fought and won and she would still be here right now. I dont know how to feel...I feel betrayed by both of them for not telling me the truth, and now it doesnt do me any good. Its upsetting, and all I can think about is that she could still be here now. And all this time I thought ther was no hope..