Lover's in the dark (part 10)
Title: Lover’s in the Dark
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: chaptered
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, all of Arashi as brothers
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Warnings: Incest,
A/N: Written for Yumi_Usagi who kindly donated for the help_pilipinas auction xD
After dinner Masaki stormed upstairs and Jun was about to follow him until he felt Kazu put a hand on his arm
“I’l-l g-o” He said and scurried off up the stairs.
“Is everything okay with Masa?” their mother asked worriedly
“Everything’s fine, Mum” Sho lied smoothly, as he picked up the last of the dishes “Jun come and help me wash the pots”
“Okay, aniki” Jun agreed jumping to his feet and following his older brother. Closing the door he looked across at Sho who was leaning against the sink his hands in the soapy water.
“Ma-chan won’t say anything to mum and dad…” Sho mumbled with a tight smile knowing what Jun wanted to ask.
“He treated me like I’ve got the plague or he can catch whatever it is I’ve got…” Jun mumbled, remembering the way Masaki had pulled away from him, he had never felt more dirty or unclean as he had in that moment.
“You haven’t got anything, you simply fell in love the only difference is that the person you fell in love with is our brother” Sho told him gently, wiping his hands on the front of his jeans. He came to stand in front of Jun and pulled him into a tight hug.
“Aniki” Jun sighed happily resting against his sloppy shoulder for a minute.
“Masa, he’ll realise like me and Nii-chan that you and Kazu need each other like you always have” Sho said “Come on lets finish these”
They finished the pots and as soon as he put the last pan in the cupboard he ran up the stairs and listened outside Sho and Masaki’s door.
“I don’t hate you… Or Jun… It’s just not… It’s disgusting… That you do that… You’re brothers, Kazu… You share the same blood…”
“I l-ov-e… Him”
“No offense but you don’t even know what love is Kazu, you’re just doing it because Jun wants you too…” Masaki said and Jun felt himself tense, about to push open the door and go inside but wanting to trust Kazu.
“I’-m n-ot!” Kazu was protesting firmly and from his position by the wall Jun smiled, resting his head back as Kazu continued “I-I wa-n-te-d… J fi-r-st.. I-t’s my fau-l-t…”
“What?”
“I alw-ay’s wan-te-d, J, eve-n wh-en I w-as yo-u-ng… I al-wa-y’s… W-an-te-d… Him” He said in a whisper that Jun had to strain himself to hear it.
“Kazu, please…” Aiba mumbled in an almost whine.
“J, he i-s th-e… o-n-ly one th-at e-ve-r ma-d-e me fe-el… lik-e a who-le pe-rso-n, Nii-cha-n, Ani-ki… an-d Mas-a-ni-i… Y-ou a-ll t-rie-d, bu-t yo-u alwa-ys trea-t m-e lik-e a… ba-by… J, he lov-es eve-ryt-hing… ab-out m-e…” Kazu said softly and Jun found him grinning happily, unable to believe that he had gone for seven years believing that Kazu was forcing himself to be with him. He knew that it would be Kazu that would be able to convince Masaki and still smiling he went to his own room laying back on his bed.
A little while later there was a soft knock and the door opened, “J?”
“Kazu? Are you okay?” He asked sitting up quickly and looking at him.
“I’m… fi-n-e… Bu-t I w-ant-ed to… giv-e yo-u… this…” Kazu said and held up a neatly wrapped box with purple and yellow ribbons. Jun frowned as he took it,
“Kazu…” He mumbled pulling it open his eyes widening as he saw little love heart chocolates with a J on them
“Hap-py… Val-en-tin-e’s…” Kazu said shyly and Jun smiled taking one out he popped it into Kazu’s mouth before quickly kissing him so they could share the taste of the chocolate.
“Kazu, do you remember our graduation trip?” Jun asked as they Kazu coiled against him on the bed and he played with his hair.
“Of… co-urs-e” Kazu answered nodding and laughed happily “Yo-u… Gav-e m-e a pigg-y-ba-c-k”
3 years ago.
Jun sighed happily as he rested against the bank, it was the afternoon of the second day of their holiday and their second failed attempt to find the waterfall. Last night they had dinner in the restaurant and everybody had called him ‘Matsumoto’ and had treated him and Kazu like lovers. Jun thought that there was nothing more wonderful.
Kazu seemed to be enjoying himself, most of the other guests in the hotel were young couples on their own graduation trips. He and Kazu were treated normally, last night they had even taken part in a ‘couple’s quiz’. Nobody suspected anything and Kazu’s attitude was completely different here. He stood up and went to sit beside Kazu who was dangling his feet in a stream, pulling his own shoes off he sat next to him and Kazu rested his head on Jun’s shoulder.
“Are you happy here Kazu?” Jun asked having a feet fight in the stream until Kazu started giggling
“I lo-ve be-in-g …her-e wit-h… J” He said softly, “But…We s-til-l hav-en’t fou-nd t-he wat-erfa-ll”
“There’s still four days, and if we don’t find it this time, we can come back” Jun promised kissing his forehead. Kazu gave a small nod letting out a long sigh. “Come on let’s head back”
“I’m… ti-re-d” Kazu whined reluctantly getting to his feet. Jun rolled his eyes crouching down
“Get on” He said and with a happy laugh Kazu jumped on his back and Jun piggybacked him to the town Kazu dropping kisses on his cheek every now and then. When they reached the lobby of the hotel, Kazu got down his face still shining with a happy smile
“Tha-nk-yo-u… J,” He said and Jun was about to reply when one of the male members of staff came to them. If there was a problem here this was it, the staff member had formed an attachment to Kazu, and Kazu didn’t know how to handle it.
“Maiga-Kun” He said with a smile looking at Kazu, Jun tensed when he saw the light drop from Kazu’s eyes as he looked at him “I was wondering if you wanted to play against me” he said motioning to the old style arcade game that was in the lobby. Kazu’s eyes lit up but he shook his head quickly settling back against Jun.
“N-o… Tha-nk - yo-u” he mumbled his cheeks flushing slightly. The man gave a pout and Jun tried to hide a triumphant smile.
“Aww, come on” The waiter said touching his arm, again Kazu shook his head trying to act confident though he had started his rocking alerting Jun to the fact that he was getting uncomfortable. Jun grabbed his hand and started walking away.
“Kazu, come on” he said, Kazu followed him out like a lap dog. Jun turned to look at the waiter who had an almost wicked grin. Jun gripped Kazu’s hand tighter, making a show of linking their fingers and kissing the back of his hand. He held his hand tightly until they reached their room, “Are you okay Kazu?”
“I-‘m… Fi-ne” Kazu answered softly, sitting on the bed and staring at his hands still swaying from side to side “I’m… Pa-th-e-tic” Jun came to sit beside him and held his hand turning it so the palm was facing up.
“Life line” he said running his finger over the long line in the middle, and then the line that ran over his thumb “Love line… There’s no pathetic line”
“J…” Kazu said looking embarrassed
“There isn’t…” He said quickly “and there isn’t anything pathetic about you, I told you you’re perfect, there’s nobody in this world that’s better than Kazu”
“J…” Kazu said again, and with his free hand Jun traced the outlines of his lips gently.
“My perfect Kazu” he said before crushing their mouths together, his tongue diving into the warm cavern of Kazu’s mouth while his hand slipped under the t-shirt brushing against the skin of his stomach causing Kazu to tremble. Kazu pulled his hand away from Jun’s and tugged at the buttons of his shirt.
They stripped quickly and lay on their sides facing each other, their hands lazily stroking at each other’s skin patting and playing, until both their breaths were coming out in short breathless puffs and both their members were completely solid.
It was Kazu that took out the freshly brought lube, he sucked Jun’s fingers and then poured some of the lube on his hand. He lay down and spread his legs to give him excess. Jun smiled pressing their lips together as he slipped his fingers inside. Kazu trembled as he started to stretch him out, his fingers moving deeply until they touched a spot that made Kazu groan loudly.
Jun attacked at that spot, until Kazu was a quivering mess beneath him “Are you ready for me?” Jun asked and before he had even finished Kazu started nodding. Jun smeared some of the lube on his member and positioned himself in between his brother’s legs.
“J” Kazu moaned and Jun thrust his hips forwards their skin meeting with a soft slapping sound, Jun knew that Kazu was already close to cumming but he didn’t want that he wanted them to spill out together so he gripped the base of his member firmly as he angled his hips to Kazu’s prostate.
Jun kissed Kazu’s shoulder nibbling and kissing at it, as the pace and depth of his hips increased as he sought his release. When he felt himself close he lessened his grip on Kazu’s member and began pumping it in time with his thrusts until they came with soft cries of each other’s names.
His chest heaving he pulled out and rolled off of him staring up at the patchy ceiling blissfully happy in their own world.
TBC
A/N: I really hope you like it ^.^