Lover's in the dark (part 5)

Feb 07, 2012 09:25


Title: Lover’s in the Dark


Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: chaptered
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, all of Arashi as brothers
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Warnings: Incest,

A/N: Written for yumi_usagiwho kindly donated for the help_pilipinas auction xD

Jun smiled as Kazu came running in coming straight to him, the rocking motion that happened when he was excited starting “The puppies were cute…” he said and Jun laughed, whenever Kazu was excited the words came easier to him and he sounded like an average 22 year old, like at the place he worked the words would come so easily to him that until Jun had told them the owners didn’t realise that he had any difficulty, Jun hadn’t wanted to tell them at all but if something happened and Kazu had one of his moods that would think that he was just being rude or worse. The owners had even battered an eyelid though, just asked what they would need to do, and Jun had almost fallen in love with them. Luckily with the exception of needing to sit somewhere quiet after a rush of customers, so far Kazu hadn’t had a single turn. In fact he really was doing so much better in their apartment away from this town. Jun knew though that none of the others had seen that side of him and they still saw him how he was a few years ago.

“You liked them?” He asked and Kazu nodded enthusiastically

“If we move we can have one, ne?” He said tugging at Jun’s hand

“We’re not moving though, we can’t afford it yet…” Jun told him hating himself when the light left Kazu’s eyes “Relax, when I finish my internship I’ll design us a house” he promised and Kazu smiled again, and he held up his little finger

“Pinkie promise?” He said and with a laugh Jun hooked the finger with his own

“Pinkie promise” he agreed, it wasn’t until Satoshi gave a small cough that Jun blinked and remembered where they were when he looked up he noticed his three oldest brothers giving each other ‘looks’ and the sick feeling returned to his stomach He let go of Kazu’s finger quickly and stood up “What time is mum and dad back?” he asked and they shook themselves

“Anytime” Masaki mumbled flopping down onto the sofa,

“I’m surprised Mum went I thought she would have been here…”

“She wanted to be but… Things happened this way” Satoshi mumbled with a shrug. Their parents came home just as they were putting dinner out and there was another round of hugs and kisses and Jun reassuring them that they were both doing okay, while Kazu just smiled nodding every and then while they ate dinner. That night Jun lay in his old bed staring at the wall that separated him from Kazu, he was tempted to sneak into Kazu’s room like he used to, but stopped himself, his brother were already suspicious, he knew they were… He didn’t know how much they knew or suspected but he was convinced they knew something. He rolled onto his back looking away from the wall giving a frustrated growl hitting the bed with his fist, years ago he tried to prove that somehow he and Kazu weren’t blood related, he had searched through records and had even had had their DNA tested as a ‘school project’ but it had only proved that they were 100% blood brothers. Jun sighed thrashing about in the bed, it was so strange to be back in a single bed, he missed having Kazu beside him, the warmth, the soft breaths over his skin, and the way he would snuggle into his arms he missed it so much it was like a physical ache. He was just about to pull a pillow over his head when the door opened slowly and Kazu came in quickly coming to the bed

“Kazu? Kazu is everything okay?” Jun asked Kazu nodded before pulling the quilt back and sliding into the bed beside him lightly kissing his lips before settling into his arms. Jun was dumbfounded for a minute but gave a smile, hugging him tightly as they fell to sleep,

6 years ago

For the first time in their lives he and Kazu would be spending almost the whole weekend alone together and Jun wasn’t sure if he was excited or terrified by that idea. Although he and Kazu had dry humped and made out loads of times, knowing that there were other people in the house had stopped him from going any further but knowing that they were alone in the house he didn’t think he would be able to stop himself from doing more and then there would be no going back

“Kazu, don’t forget to wash your hands before you eat…” Sho was saying and Kazu looked up from his game to give him a smile and a nod,

“Kazu-nii, isn’t a baby… I mean he even cooks for us and better than you do” Jun said becoming irritated by the way even the brothers treated Kazu sometimes, “You keep acting like he’s still a kid, Kazu-nii knows what he’s doing”

“Sorry, J, I…”

“Don’t call me J” Jun mumbled going into the kitchen and checking the food, followed by Satoshi

“You know, Sho didn’t mean it like that… You know, he’s always acted like ‘mum’…”

“Doesn’t it ever irritate you always being the peace maker?” Jun snapped “All three of you always keep treating Kazu-nii like he’s a bomb that’s going to go off… Kazu is completely normal…”

“No he isn’t Jun… “ Satoshi hissed shutting the door “And although he’s doing great now, there is always the chance that he will go downhill, you won’t remember because you were so young, me and Sho can remember Kazu at his worst so we’re sorry if we take care of him a little more than we should…”

“I’m sorry, Nii-chan, but treating him like that just makes it more likely that he will go like that again, Kazu reacts to our moods and he picks up on them better than we do… Wouldn’t you hate it if people just kept expecting you to explode?” Jun said and Satoshi blinked with surprise as if processing what he had just said “You know it upsets Kazu when people treat him like that? I thought you Kazu-nii better than the rest of us”

“That used to be true, but for about a year you and Kazu have gotten closer” Satoshi smiled “I guess that you’re right, but I don’t think you’ll convince Sho to stop treating any of you like babies, he even treats Masaki like it and they’re twins”

“I guess” Jun mumbled reluctantly, “I suppose I should apologise to aniki”

“That would be a start” Satoshi smiled and Jun sighed going back out into the living room, Kazu was still playing a game but Masaki had joined him and was thoroughly getting his ass kicked

“Not fair!” He was whining while Sho laughed, Kazu didn’t make any comments his eyes fixed on the T.V screen only the gentle rocking indicating that he was excited. Jun waited until Kazu had safely crossed the finish line before coughing lightly

“Aniki” He said and Sho turned to look at him, still smiling “I’m sorry for snapping at you”

“It’s okay” Sho told him “But recently Jun-chan is becoming scary ne”

“Sorry” he said again knowing that the change was because of the self-hate he was feeling, Sho smiled and Masaki came over to him beaming wildly

“That’s better” he said hugging him tightly

“Are you boys ready?” Their dad asked and Masaki, Sho and Satoshi nodded grabbing their overnight bags. They were going to their grandparents in the next town for the weekend, Jun and Kazu would have gone with them but Kazu had just gotten over a cold and no one wanted to risk him getting sick again. They had nearly called the trip off but Jun said he’d stay with him, and since their aunt and her kids were going to be there everybody agreed that it was for the best. The aunt had never forgiven him for pushing her son into the chair and he couldn’t forgive her for treating Kazu like he was unimportant. After his parents and brothers had left Jun didn’t come on like a mad man, he just sat on the sofa and Kazu gave him the spare controller and they played games until late

“Are you hungry?” Jun asked after he had been beaten for what seemed like the 100th time. Kazu nodded switching off the game he followed him into the kitchen and they started to make dinner, Jun almost dropped the plates when Kazu kissed him. It was the first time that they had kissed anywhere in the house other than their bedrooms and it gave Jun a feeling of nervous excitement. They ate in silence and after they finished Jun took Kazu’s hand and took him upstairs and into his bedroom. He pushed Kazu down onto the bed, he had talked to Kazu before about doing this and Kazu had agreed but Jun wasn’t sure if he was just agreeing because he thought Jun wanted to do it. Reaching into a box under his bed Jun, took the condom he had stolen from Masaki and Sho’s room and the lotion he was using as lube, the town was so small that if he had bought real lube it would have reached his parents before he even got home. Kazu was looking up at him and Jun noticed that there was a lot of nervousness in eyes, and Jun had to swallow a tight knot of guilt as he kissed his brother, he pushed that thought away pulling out of the kiss, as he unfastened the buttons of Kazu’s shirt his fingers gently moving over the smooth skin, Kazu shivered gasping gently, Jun kissed his chin before moving down to his neck and collar bone heading to the nipples as he took the first bud into his mouth his tongue running over it, Kazu made a strange noise his hand going to clutch at Jun’s shoulder. The noise went straight to Jun’s member causing it to press painfully against his jeans, he accidently bit the nipple and Kazu made another noise that sent an even big shock wave to his member, he was happy to realise that Kazu was getting just as hard. Letting go of the nipple he ran his fingers down over Kazu’s stomach and played with the buttons of his jeans. Kazu was breathing heavily Jun unfastened the jeans, gripping both the jeans and the boxers he pulled them down and stared at Kazu’s hard member and stroked it gently with his fingers paying particular attention to the tip and balls as they gave him the biggest reaction from Kazu, he ran his forefinger over the slit watching as precum seeped out. Jun wondered vaguely what it tasted like and stuck his tongue out and very gingerly licking at it, Kazu gave an almost scream his hand going to cover his mouth Jun wanted to hear those sounds while they could so reached up to tug the hand back down holding it tightly as he covered the tip with his mouth sucking at it like a lollipop, spurred on by the moans and groans Kazu was making. He sucked and licked until Kazu started thrusting his hips up. He released the member licking his lips happily he tugged Kazu’s jeans fully off and dropped them on the floor before picking up the lotion and smeared some on his fingers spreading Kazu’s legs. Watching Kazu’s expression carefully as he pushed one finger in, it was tight, tighter than he had expected “Are you okay?” He asked and Kazu nodded slowly, and Jun made sure that he wasn’t lying by searching his eyes and started thrusting the finger in and out. He couldn’t feel Kazu relaxing around his finger and very gently he added a second and began stretching out the virgin skin. Kazu’s eyes closed tightly tensing again

“It’s okay… Kazu” Jun murmured kissing his stomach as that was the part he could reach. When he felt Kazu relax he pushed in a third finger, Kazu’s head flew back against the pillows letting out a loud cry, tears rolling slowly down his cheek.

“I’m…Sorry” Jun said about to pull his fingers out when Kazu gave a soft murmur that sounded almost like a cat and his body did a full tremble and a flush crept over his cheeks. He flicked his fingers again wanting to see more of that reaction. Kazu gave another louder moan his hands clenching at the sheets beneath him “Are you…Okay?” Jun asked and Kazu nodded another moan escaping his mouth. Jun continued to thrust his fingers into the hole hitting at the spot that had caused the beautiful sounds. When he felt that Kazu was completely prepared he removed his fingers wiping them on his jeans before quickly pulling them off and putting them to join Kazu’s. He settled in between Kazu’s legs and rolled the condom on like he had been taught in sex education and then applied a lot of the lotion on, before moving forwards and pressing against the prepared hole, he kissed Kazu deeply as he pushed into him almost coming as he felt the tightness surrounding him. He didn’t move for a while allowing Kazu to adjust to the feeling of him being inside knowing that it must be hurting him a lot. When he felt Kazu relax he moved his hips tentatively trying to angle them to hit that spot he had found with his fingers,

“J!” Kazu moaned and Jun knew that he had found it, when Kazu started making less painful moans Jun increased the speed of his hips, the sound of their joint panting and the soft slapping of their skin together was music to Jun’s ears and he could feel the pleasure building up and wanting to find and escape. He gripped Kazu’s member and pumped him in the same rhythm as his hips. When he felt Kazu trembling around him he guessed that he was as close as he was, Jun pressed their lips together quickening the pace of his hips, and Kazu’s nails sank into the skin on his shoulder and his body arched as he released in a steady stream. As Kazu’s walls clenched tightly around him Jun came to his hips moving frantically as he rode out his orgasm. After they had calmed down again Jun pulled off the condom wrapping it in the packaging before putting it in the bin. He came back to the bed pulling Kazu into a hug and kissing him

“Kazu, when we graduate will you move away with me?” He asked

“If J, wants” Kazu mumbled sleepily curling around him and Jun stroked his back looking up at the ceiling thinking that Kazu was really his now.

TBC

A/N: I hope you enjoy ^.^

matsumiya

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