Lover's in the dark (Part 2)

Feb 03, 2012 09:46


Title: Lover’s in the Dark


Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: chaptered
Genre: Au,

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, all of Arashi as brothers

Disclaimer: I only own the plot

Warnings: Incest,

A/N: Written for yumi_usagiwho kindly donated for the help_pilipinas auction xD

Jun woke with a start, looking around when he

realised that Kazu wasn’t with him. "Kazu?" he said seeing the DS still playing on the plastic table in front of him, Jun got up quickly trying to stay calm, ‘he’s just gone to the toilet’ he told himself as he followed the signs. It had been years since Kazu had had one of his ‘spacey moods’ and Jun had almost grown used to him not having them, but this sent him into a spin, he reached the door of the toilet and he heart sank when it was unoccupied. Jun’s heart almost stopped then looking around at the other passengers quickly, ignoring the girls in school uniforms that giggled when he looked at them, and then marched through the train carriage almost sighing with relief when he saw Kazu coming towards him. "Kazu" he said and Kazu looked a little guilty,

"Sor-ry was yo-u looking for me?" he asked in his shaky voice.

"I woke up and you were gone" Jun said sighing with relief Kazu held up his hands showing him some rice balls and two drinks,

"I thought… Yo-u’d be hungry…" He said softly and Jun wanted to pull him into a kiss, but he couldn’t, they weren’t in Tokyo anymore, from now on he had to act like Kazu was just ‘Kazu-nii’.

"Thank-you, I was hungry" He admitted looking at his watch as they headed back to their seats "There’s still an hour before we get back"

"Will Nii-chan be meeting us?" Kazu asked taking his seat and putting the food down, Jun stiffened at the mention of Nii-chan, even after all these years, Satoshi was the one Kazu turned too, it wasn’t Kazu’s fault he told himself, Kazu wouldn’t even think about Satoshi like that but it didn’t stop the small coil of jealousy from forming in his stomach as he started munching on a rice ball. Kazu had started up his game again his own food forgotten on the table

"Yes, Nii-chan, aniki and Masa-nii said that they would all be meeting us at the station… Kazu you should eat too…" Jun said pushing the rice ball to Kazu who frowned slightly before reluctantly opening the wrapper.

"I’m not hungry…" he said with an almost pout and Jun rolled his eyes taking a drink

"Eat it"

"J, is s-such a bul-ly" Nino mumbled quietly before biting into the rice ball and munching on it slowly, Jun stared at him in almost horror when he heard that and then grinned as he grabbed Kazu’s hand

"You’re right I am a bully… But you’re still eating that…" He said and then looked around quickly making sure nobody was looking before pressing their lips together, pushing Kazu up against the window, when Kazu let out a soft moan Jun broke the kiss licking his lips lightly, smiling at the blush that crept over Kazu’s cheeks "Eat it" he chuckled as Kazu took a bigger bite and Jun remembered their first kiss.

7 years ago

If people knew that two brothers were dating they would automatically leap to the idea that there was something disturbing about their family that had made them become like that but the truth was there had never been anything strange about their family, they had perfectly normal parents that loved them all deeply though their dad did work away a lot. Although the brothers looked completely different from each other and they all had widely different personalities everybody knew the Maiga siblings, how talented Satoshi was, how intelligent Sho was, how friendly Masaki was and how cute Jun was, it had always angered Jun that people would pause before adding and ‘oh and Kazunari’, it frustrated Jun more so because Kazu had been doing so well in his school they had said that he could attend a regular high school and he was now in the same school and class as Jun. Jun wasn’t actually sure how he felt about that as on the first day Kazu had had one of his spacy moods and had taken a long time to answer the teachers question, the teacher had already moved onto something else when he answered causing the class to laugh at him. He wanted to scream at everybody that Kazu was talented to, that he was intelligent, He was friendly and above all he was cute, he was easily cutest amongst them, with his small hands and bright smile, the way he would cover his mouth when he laughed. He knew the feelings he was having towards Kazu were wrong, when he had turned 15 he had overheard Masaki talking to Sho about a girlfriend he had at school, he had been going on and on about the way she made him feel. Like his heart went fluttery when she looked at him and when she held his hand he felt like he was flying. Sho had told him he was being a soppy idiot, but that was when Jun realised that’s what he felt when Kazu touched him, but there was more. When Kazu laughed he felt like his insides were made of jelly, whenever he smiled Jun wanted to be able to memorise every inch of it. When he had first realised what he felt for Kazu was love he hadn’t been able to accept it and had forced himself to stay as far away from Kazu as possible which he knew hurt Kazu. It was almost his sixteenth birthday and their aunt and her 3 kids had come to visit. He had never liked this particular aunt anyway but that day had been one of the worst visits ever. He aunt was sat at the table drinking coffee, Satoshi was sat drawing Kazu who was practicing a new magic trick, and it was rare for him to be out of his bedroom when there was this many people in the house. Sho and Masaki were washing the pots in the kitchen and Jun was staying as far away from Kazu as possible while at the same time keeping his eyes glued to Kazu,

"He’s still funny then?" The aunt asked motioning to Kazu and Jun saw red sick of the way she had always said things like ‘and then there’s poor Kazunari’ like he was an afterthought while her own children were hitting Kazu and running around like hooligans

"Kazu-nii is better than any of your children…" He snapped standing up and surprising everyone

"Jun" His mum said softly though there was no feeling to it, as if she didn’t really want him to stop.

"No it’s not fair she always say’s stuff like that but Kazu-nii’s a million times better than her stinking children" He snapped pushing the boy that was about the same age as him over after he had thrown a toy plane at Kazu for the third time since they arrived, he wasn’t sure if he had meant to push him that hard but his cousin fell backwards hitting his head on a chair.

"Apologise right now!" Their aunt screamed

"No, not until he apologises to Kazu-nii" He raged loudly back, his small thin body shaking with anger, Kazu was watching him with a surprised expression on his face, and that just made him more determined not to back down. He glared at his aunt more fire in his heart than ever,

"Jun" He heard Satoshi saying in his peaceful way and he saw Sho and Masaki coming in from the kitchen while the cousin hobbled around with more dramatic than was needed for the small bruise that was forming on his cheek. Jun ignored Satoshi continuing to glare at his aunt,

"Hanako, aren’t you going to say something?" His aunt asked looking at her sister, "He attacked Yawara…"

"You didn’t say anything when he kept hitting Kazu"

"It didn’t hurt him did it, Kazunari?" She said and Kazu shook his head quickly, "See he’s fine… So apologise to your cousin…" Yawara was looking at him smugly and Jun felt anger burn in him again

"No, he’s a nasty little shit"

"Jun!" Every one snapped and his aunt was about to march forward but Satoshi got there first slapping his face

"Go to your room, now" Satoshi said and Jun glared at him before marching out, going to his room he slammed the door closed and fell to the floor and angry tears formed in his eyes, a few minutes later Sho and Masaki came in to sit with him telling him it was okay,

"Satoshi only hit you so aunt wouldn’t" Masaki said softly

"I know that! But why doesn’t it bother you that they treat Kazu like that?" He snapped.

"It does bother us…" Sho told him quietly, while Masaki had nodded furiously "But seeing us upset, upsets Kazu too so we try not to let him see it…"

"But…" Jun started and Masaki smiled stroking his hair out of his face with his fingers and then slowly rolled up the sleeve of Sho’s shirt

"See, Sho got a detention today for fighting because someone said something about Kazu-chan…"

"Aniki?" Matsu mumbled staring surprised at his easy going brother, who gave a sheepish smile and shrugged

"See it does bother us, we just don’t let Kazu know it" Masaki said ruffling his hair now giving a bright smile Jun wiped his eyes deciding that they were right this would only upset Kazu more,

"J-chan?" A voice said and Jun froze turning slowly to the door, seeing Kazu standing there, shyly holding the door handle

"Kazu-nii?" Jun said and Sho and Masaki left, Masaki ruffling Kazu’s hair as he passed

"J-chan… Are… Are you okay?" Kazu asked closing the door behind him and coming slowly to sit beside him

"I’m fine" Jun told him quickly,

"Tha-nk-yo-u fo-r… Stand-ing up fo-r m-e" Kazu whispered slowly and reached up to stroke the red patch on his cheek "An-d I’m sor-ry you got hi-t…" Jun grabbed his hand and Kazu smiled a blush forming on his cheeks as he looked at him.

"I’m fine, Kazu..." He told him again and then pressed their lips together. It was a short fumbling kiss their lips barely meeting before they pulled away, "I’m sorry…" Jun said quickly, seeing the blush on Kazu’s cheeks, knowing that he had given into the disturbing feeling that had been plaguing him for a long time.

"J…" Whatever Kazu had been about to say Jun swallowed it by kissing him again, it was deeper this time and he clung to Kazu’s arms holding him tightly, when he heard footsteps outside his door he pulled out of the kiss quickly and managed to look normal just as Satoshi came in. Jun had expected Kazu to run straight to him like he always but instead he stayed beside Jun almost glaring at him, as if he thought he was going to hit him again. Satoshi must have realised that too because he smiled apologetically as he sat down and looked at them

"Relax Kazu, I’m not going to hit Jun again, okay?" He told Kazu softly before turning to Jun "I didn’t want to hit you in the first place but Aunt wouldn’t just stop at hitting you…You said things I wanted to say… But I’ve never been able to…"

"She just made me so mad…"

"I know" Satoshi sighed, "She’ll be gone soon, so when she is come back down… Kazu?"

"I’ll stay here" Kazu snuggled against Jun who was amazed considering what he had just done, Satoshi nodded and left them alone again.

"Kazu?" Jun whispered looking at him Kazu smiled shyly and quickly pressed his lips to his and Jun knew that it was too late to go back.

TBC

A/N: I’m sorry Jun’s memories are going to be very disjointed throughout this, >.< but I hope you’re enjoying it ^.^

matsumiya

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