Apr 23, 2007 15:43
You think you know someone but do you really? Can any one person truly know another? To a certain point I guess so but there is no way of knowing what goes on the inside of a person's mind. I have been feeling lost lately, doing things that probably are not the smartest but makes me feel good. Afterwards I think about it and will be like Krystalia no more of that! but then what do you know, I do it again! Thats why I feel like an idiot at times. I want to get better with my faith, going to Aunt Libby's funeral really made me thing. What do I believe? I want to believe but it is hard. Especially when other people are bringing me down. All of this sounds pretty depressing, I am sure, but I am not a depressing person. I am cute, smiley, and bubbly! I can make almost anyone feel better, so why such negative thoughts? Who knows? Who cares really? Well I guess I do.