WOW
So Paul is expecting a baby. He told me that he misses me and he does not want to be with Heather anymore but he cannot leave her because she is pregnant. I told him that I did not want him back anyway. Which is true. There is more, he might be sick... really sick. They think he has cancer but they are still doing tests on him, so they are not sure yet. I guess Karama is kicking him in the ass right now, I dont feel bad for him really but I do for Heather because even though he is expecting a baby he still is trying to talk to me and stuff. I cant tell her though because even though I dont want to be with Paul, I still have feelings for him an I dont want him to hate me, even though I know I should not care. On brighter news I saw Katie Smock today. We had breakfast it was nice seeing her. Ok well I guess that is all.