living life and trying to love it
I opened at DQ this morning, it was really boring because it was so slow at first but then at nine it got a bit busier because of church people. I liked it because I went to work at 6 and I was done by noon. I still had the whole day off. It was nice. I went to my friend Jane's house. We drank some rasberry vodka and some Whiskey with coke. It actually tasted nice. My sister Is trying to set me up with her boyfriend's older brother, Daniel. He is ok looking and he is nothing like her boyfriend, which is good! He is my age. He is really shy though. I am trying to move on. He did. He is dating his roommate now, go figure, just what I suspected! He had the nerve to call her daughter his, like he is raising her as his own, how immature. Whatever, I can do better. Jane tried to set me up with a friend of hers, but I said no way. He was a super hick. Plus he drinks a lot. This might be awful but hanging out with Jane, she is a year younger than me, and she has a baby and a boyfriend who is a dick. He is cute but a dick. It makes me realize I dont want that. Maybe it was a good thing that Paul an I broke up because I dont want a baby and a worthless babies daddy. I want a future, what kind of future you ask? not sure yet but I know that I defintely dont want one like Jane. Although she is talking about going back to school and gettng a degree, which will help and she says she wants to leave her boyfriend but she just has not yet because he is the father of her baby and she still loves him, which i can completely agree with her there. So I hope her life works out and mine too.