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So went out with my gf Jess today, it was a great fucking day!!! She has been going through some shit, as have I recently, so it was nice to see her. Though I think she is fucking with her life as well as her marriage all I can do is stand back and let her make her own decisions. I even went into some Preppy store at the mall with her. Did the whole hair, makeup bit, dressed up nice. Think I'm a little to horny for my own good. My head was tuning in circles. My eyes on everyone.
God I love summer. Though I cant be out in the sun much. Redhead=Pale and allergic to the sun.
Read a post today about women and why do they like vampires so much...lol...ummm hello they are just sexy. Something about a bad boy, always, Not many women who dont like the idea of man being amazing, and dominent in some type of way, Me I'm VERY independent, but when it comes to the bedroom, I like, well love my bad boy. Nothing like being FUCKED correctly!!!! I get high for days from good sex. Who dosnt? People who dont enjoy sex, just havnt done it right! Well at least in my opinion.
Dressed Akira up all pretty for her spring concert, even put a little pink eye sparkle on her to mach her dress and curled her hair. She looks beautiful. I'm excited to see her. My little six yr old is growing up so fast. She got caught with my friend Kris's daughter writing dirty notes and pictures. So she came over and told me about it....we scolded the girls and as soon as they left we laughed our fucking asses off. you should have seen the pics, they were amusing.
It was just simple childs exploration stuff.
Today, I felt beautiful as well, fixed my hair nice, got good reviews from the husband. That is always a plus, though sometimes I think he would tell me I was beautiful even when at my worst. Actually the man saw me during childbirth, and NO woman is beautiful while she is in labor. Or in my case, splayed out on a operating table.
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Went to Akira's spring concert. I was so proud of her. Her 1st grade class sang three songs, You could tell the one Akira liked best because she danced on stage, took a little video with my phone. I was such a proud mommy. I wanted to cry, yeah I know its sappy, deal with it!
Been all mixed up lately. In all sorts of ways, things I cant even really explain to myself. My emotions are pretty much out of wake.
God I love summer. Though I cant be out in the sun much. Redhead=Pale and allergic to the sun.
Read a post today about women and why do they like vampires so much...lol...ummm hello they are just sexy. Something about a bad boy, always, Not many women who dont like the idea of man being amazing, and dominent in some type of way, Me I'm VERY independent, but when it comes to the bedroom, I like, well love my bad boy. Nothing like being FUCKED correctly!!!! I get high for days from good sex. Who dosnt? People who dont enjoy sex, just havnt done it right! Well at least in my opinion.
Dressed Akira up all pretty for her spring concert, even put a little pink eye sparkle on her to mach her dress and curled her hair. She looks beautiful. I'm excited to see her. My little six yr old is growing up so fast. She got caught with my friend Kris's daughter writing dirty notes and pictures. So she came over and told me about it....we scolded the girls and as soon as they left we laughed our fucking asses off. you should have seen the pics, they were amusing.
It was just simple childs exploration stuff.
Today, I felt beautiful as well, fixed my hair nice, got good reviews from the husband. That is always a plus, though sometimes I think he would tell me I was beautiful even when at my worst. Actually the man saw me during childbirth, and NO woman is beautiful while she is in labor. Or in my case, splayed out on a operating table.
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Went to Akira's spring concert. I was so proud of her. Her 1st grade class sang three songs, You could tell the one Akira liked best because she danced on stage, took a little video with my phone. I was such a proud mommy. I wanted to cry, yeah I know its sappy, deal with it!
Been all mixed up lately. In all sorts of ways, things I cant even really explain to myself. My emotions are pretty much out of wake.