Been a While
Sorry it has been so Long once again. I have been so busy, we moved, and I have been pulling out of a hell of a seasonal depression, point in case, no writing happens when Sarica isnt happy. But I love where I am now. It's beautiful and just enough out of town. Living in a big house with our best friend Ken and his daughter Velvet.
Its been an experience to say the least. I've learned a lot in the last couple of months, not just about me, but about the meaning of my family. I almost lost my mind, no joking either. I am no longer on the methedone, Thank FUCKING whatever u believe to be gods. I feel human again instead of like a woman walking around like a husk. I've been sober for 4yrs on the Methedone, I've now been sober for 5months off methedone. I'm finally ALIVE again.
Been just trying to go back to being me, enjoying my kids and most of all loving me again. So that I can be a better Woman,mother,wife,lover, and friend. I will be loading more photo's as get them downloaded from my phone of me and the rest of the family. I know u all enjoy the writing, and no worries it will be returning too. I have always kept my personal life out of this journal for the most part and I need to learn my filters.
I just feel it is time to get to know the person behind the writing. If u like me, u'll love me, and if you love me, well u'll except me.
Writing erotica, people seem to get a set imagination of who and what the writer looks like in thier minds. I've actually had people stop talking to me after they see my picture because I dont live up to thier imagination of me. I may or may not be ur fantasy, but the point is I am ME! I am beautiful! I just might not be ur beautiful. IF that be the case, deal w/it or dont read MY journal.
On a lighter note, I have missed u all and hope to be hearing from u soon. The writing and pics will be comming, if my daughter gives u any idea of who I am, she is cut from my ass, but more beautiful in my eyes. *smiles softly* Ttyl!
Its been an experience to say the least. I've learned a lot in the last couple of months, not just about me, but about the meaning of my family. I almost lost my mind, no joking either. I am no longer on the methedone, Thank FUCKING whatever u believe to be gods. I feel human again instead of like a woman walking around like a husk. I've been sober for 4yrs on the Methedone, I've now been sober for 5months off methedone. I'm finally ALIVE again.
Been just trying to go back to being me, enjoying my kids and most of all loving me again. So that I can be a better Woman,mother,wife,lover, and friend. I will be loading more photo's as get them downloaded from my phone of me and the rest of the family. I know u all enjoy the writing, and no worries it will be returning too. I have always kept my personal life out of this journal for the most part and I need to learn my filters.
I just feel it is time to get to know the person behind the writing. If u like me, u'll love me, and if you love me, well u'll except me.
Writing erotica, people seem to get a set imagination of who and what the writer looks like in thier minds. I've actually had people stop talking to me after they see my picture because I dont live up to thier imagination of me. I may or may not be ur fantasy, but the point is I am ME! I am beautiful! I just might not be ur beautiful. IF that be the case, deal w/it or dont read MY journal.
On a lighter note, I have missed u all and hope to be hearing from u soon. The writing and pics will be comming, if my daughter gives u any idea of who I am, she is cut from my ass, but more beautiful in my eyes. *smiles softly* Ttyl!