Mar 13, 2005 20:09
Today was a kinda normal day except for my additude! I finally realize Im not being myself. I take how everyone else wants me to be and I make it me. Ive done it so long Im not even sure who i am anymore. Ever since campus life i have changed but im not sure if it was for the good or not. I just am so confused and soooo mad at SOMEONE! some of my close friends kind of know who im talking about. I want my memory of him to go away! I dont want to see him anymore! Im not calling him anymore and im not going to joke with him anymore! I am so sick of being so fake and being confused about who I really am! I have to see him alittle but Im not going to talk to him. I wish I could just numb the pain or something. Oh and theres also something I really am worryed about so just keep that in your praiers if you pray. thanks
Linkin Park - Nobodys Listening
but in the mean time
there are those who want to
talk this and that
But I supose it has to get
to a point where someones
feelings must get hurt
And get dirty with the
people spreding the dirt
I tryed to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
(told you everything loud and clear)
But no bodys listening
Talked to you so clearly
but you dont want to hear me
(I told you everything loud and clear)
But no bodys listening
I got a heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Hand full of anger
held in my chest
And everything left
is just a waste of time
I hate my rymes and
I hate everyone elses more
I riding on back of this pressure
I guess Its better I cant
keep my self together
Because all of this stress
gave me something I can ride on
Pain gave me something I can
set my sights on
Never forget the
blood, sweat, and tears
the up hill strugles over years
The fears, and the trash talking
and the people it was to
and the people who started it
just like you
I tryed to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
(told you everything loud and clear)
But no bodys listening
Talked to you so clearly
but you dont want to hear me
(I told you everything loud and clear)
But no bodys listening
I got a heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Hand full of anger
held in my chest
uphill strugles
blood, sweat and tears
up in the game
with nothing to gain
Heart full of pain...
Head full of stress...
but no bodys listening
Hand full of anger...
held in my chest ...
but no bodys listening........