....and you cant even give me 5 minutes of your time
well today i found something out that i wish i wouldnt have. lea smith told me that after she gave barry my cell phone number he was walking around and trying to give it away like he didnt want to have it. so he could say that he never got it.. maybe i dont know. i was going to call and leave a message on his answering maching, something like "hey barry this is krystal, just calling to tell you thanks for not even giving me 5 minutes of your time when i gave you 5 months of mine" but that is something that you would say on a voicemail not someones home answering machine. yea so im pretty much heartbroken and even more depressed than i was before. life just keeps getting better, wow i cant wait for next week. wonder what WONDERFUL thing is going to happen to me then. im just hurt by the fact that i call and i call, no one picks up, he doesnt return my call. not once has he called me back. he has my number... home and cell phone. and still wont even call me for 5 minuts to tell me he has no feelings for me n e more. last time i talked to him he told me that he wanted to try to work things out and that he was going down to ohio... HE called ME and wanted to try to work things out and now i cant even talk to him! im about sick of guys, from them using me hurting me .. everything. i give up