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Finally... a SUPER weekend! and it couldnt have come at a better time =]
Friday night I went to the Mojo in the Morning Singles Mingle. It was a frickin blast and i drank wayyy too much. Its all gooood. I got a lil bit of a stalker outta it though... hes a STRIPPER! lmfao. The joke is that he's my crazy ex boyfriend after one night. He was super hot, but apparently super crazy. Me and my cousin are thinking about going to Windsor to go to Danny's to see what he's like. So if anyone wants to come, it could be funny as hell! I also met this other boy toooo... his name is Dustin, and he is absolutely adorable! =] I've talked to him every day since then too. He lives in Flint though, so that kinda sucks. But whatever, we'll see what happens. I'm starting to enjoy this whole being single thing finally though, and its a huge relief! I'm starting to feel like the old me all over again.
Saturday was almost better than Friday. I worked as a Shot Girl at this club called Eden in Ferndale. What a fun job -- minus the whole being groped by drunk guys. I made $100 in two hours, so it makes up for it. Hopefully I get to do it again soon. I wanna go on vacation sooo bad, so that would help me out!
I feel 39486396820968409670367 times better since i caught Chris with another girl. As crazy as that sounds. It cut really deep at first. That was the worst feeling ever. But I'm really thankful it happened, because it gave me the strength to finally let go and restart. Its like this HUGE weight was lifted from my shoulders. Don't get me wrong, a part of me will ALWAYS love him. But he doesnt deserve me. I'm just too good for that. I know I've said I'm done every time something has happened with him, but this time I truly mean it. And I don't care if anyone believes me, because I know its true. I havent cried a single tear in exactly one week. I know that doesnt sound like anything, but for the past year and a half, I have cried every single day. So just one day being tear-free makes a difference!
I also hafta say that I'm super super happy for my bestest =] i know she really loves this boy. I'm sorry I can't say his name though, shell... kinda freaks me out. hahahaha. if you love him, then i love him! =] =] and im definitely gonna come see you. i know i keep saying it, but im going through bestest-withdrawals like crazy. and plus, we still hafta finally celebrate our birthdays together!
life is finally starting to feel better =] and i like it.
Friday night I went to the Mojo in the Morning Singles Mingle. It was a frickin blast and i drank wayyy too much. Its all gooood. I got a lil bit of a stalker outta it though... hes a STRIPPER! lmfao. The joke is that he's my crazy ex boyfriend after one night. He was super hot, but apparently super crazy. Me and my cousin are thinking about going to Windsor to go to Danny's to see what he's like. So if anyone wants to come, it could be funny as hell! I also met this other boy toooo... his name is Dustin, and he is absolutely adorable! =] I've talked to him every day since then too. He lives in Flint though, so that kinda sucks. But whatever, we'll see what happens. I'm starting to enjoy this whole being single thing finally though, and its a huge relief! I'm starting to feel like the old me all over again.
Saturday was almost better than Friday. I worked as a Shot Girl at this club called Eden in Ferndale. What a fun job -- minus the whole being groped by drunk guys. I made $100 in two hours, so it makes up for it. Hopefully I get to do it again soon. I wanna go on vacation sooo bad, so that would help me out!
I feel 39486396820968409670367 times better since i caught Chris with another girl. As crazy as that sounds. It cut really deep at first. That was the worst feeling ever. But I'm really thankful it happened, because it gave me the strength to finally let go and restart. Its like this HUGE weight was lifted from my shoulders. Don't get me wrong, a part of me will ALWAYS love him. But he doesnt deserve me. I'm just too good for that. I know I've said I'm done every time something has happened with him, but this time I truly mean it. And I don't care if anyone believes me, because I know its true. I havent cried a single tear in exactly one week. I know that doesnt sound like anything, but for the past year and a half, I have cried every single day. So just one day being tear-free makes a difference!
I also hafta say that I'm super super happy for my bestest =] i know she really loves this boy. I'm sorry I can't say his name though, shell... kinda freaks me out. hahahaha. if you love him, then i love him! =] =] and im definitely gonna come see you. i know i keep saying it, but im going through bestest-withdrawals like crazy. and plus, we still hafta finally celebrate our birthdays together!
life is finally starting to feel better =] and i like it.