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Done crying for the moment. Not really any tears left to cry.
We're considering ourselves separated. I'm working on what I need to do to be stable, just me and Stephen. He's working on what he needs to be stable on his own, as well as trying to rectify the major hurt he's done.
I can't answer yes or no as to wether or not things are fixable, I'm too emotional still right now to be able to honestly say either way. The best I can say is maybe. The maybe depends muchly on wether or not he really puts full effort into fixing things. If he does, there's a much higher possibility that things work out. He knows that even if he puts everything he has into fixing things that there is still a chance that it isn't fixable.
So yeh. Happy New Year's to me. Wheefun.
-sigh- I guess its just too much to ask for to have stability in more ways than one. We finally get the finances and stuff pretty well managed, and then I find out that my entire marriage has been lies and deceit. Simple wonderful, ain't it?
We're considering ourselves separated. I'm working on what I need to do to be stable, just me and Stephen. He's working on what he needs to be stable on his own, as well as trying to rectify the major hurt he's done.
I can't answer yes or no as to wether or not things are fixable, I'm too emotional still right now to be able to honestly say either way. The best I can say is maybe. The maybe depends muchly on wether or not he really puts full effort into fixing things. If he does, there's a much higher possibility that things work out. He knows that even if he puts everything he has into fixing things that there is still a chance that it isn't fixable.
So yeh. Happy New Year's to me. Wheefun.
-sigh- I guess its just too much to ask for to have stability in more ways than one. We finally get the finances and stuff pretty well managed, and then I find out that my entire marriage has been lies and deceit. Simple wonderful, ain't it?