"For Once, then, something"
Well, I'm not the type to say "I'm goin' out with a bang". So seriously, there's not much to say about why I'm quitting livejournal. I don't really know why I lost interest. To me....it was always such a nice break from my everyday (not necessarily) chaotic life. It was fucking sweet getting to know people all around the world and maybe just in the other town. (or maybe a stalker across the street, I dunno *shrugs*) but regardless, I enjoyed every minute of it.
I always like to say it's the little things that I cherish most. And it is. But now, I'm finding it harder and harder to make time for the little things. All of you who once before chatted with me on aim for hours can no longer say that I'm always on. Well.....shit happens, ya know. I become busy, or my computer's fucked, or I'm grounded (cuz I'm sucha delinquent like always), or maybe I just don't feel very sociable. But whatever the reason is, I find myself unable to be on the internet for talking purposes. If you email me...it might take me days to even maybe a week and a half to answer back. I apologize for that. I also apologize for taking so damn long to give a goodbye message. Like I always say (which I got somewhere but can't seem to recall exactly where), "Procrastination is like masturbation; in the end you're just screwing yourself."
I think I might just delete my journal....it's kinda hard to though. I have a lot of great memories....plus it'll allow me to check up on friends every....few months :P or whenever, I dunno.
So...I guess this is it. It's finally goodbye. For those of you who wish to speak to me still...like on aim or email...I'm sad to say it may be a rare chance that we'll speak again. Aim is another thing I seem to be quitting (much to the dislike of even my school friends) I just like talking in person more these days. I hate being inside my house. And I guess this is another reason I'm quitting livejournal.
I've made a lot of mistakes this year. Even though I passed to another year of high school....I'm not satisfied with my grades or anything that includes school (like detention, bad influential friends, smoking, drinking, parties, and of course...man whores). So over the summer I'm readying myself for the year to come. I'm still broke so I'm job hunting....again T__T) I had ALL B'S on my report card so my parents are cracking down on me and insulting me at every corner. They weren't the only ones disappointed in me. This is why I'm going to work my ass off for straight A's. Also....I want that brand fucking new 2007 Toyota Solara that my dad's gonna buy me next month $__$) course....he says I don't deserve to even test drive it so my hopes of owning it are down the drain unless I get Hope Scholarship(along with one or two others), make it into UGA, become a decent wife (cuz I lack in all the fine out of bedroom skillz >.> like cooking and cleaning XD fuck that! I'm too damn lazy) AND make all A's till I graduate.
It's gonna be a long year...I hope I make it. It's been one hell of a party while it's lasted ppl. I give all of you guys my love<3
Que Sera Sera~
Later days~
And don't forget "My Memories Of Tomorrow"
YukI~