Counting stars wishing I was okay

Dec 05, 2004 15:29

Wow. This weekend was one for the record books, I had soo much fun at the Delta Xmas party last night! I finally got out of my social funk...back to being my normal social butterfly. I love meeting new people and having fun and dancing, its so me and I'm glad Ash and I "had a night" since that was the goal. I love that girl, I'm going to miss her so much next semester. But she'll be back in the fall and she only lives a half hour away when we're both home during the summer. :o)

There isn't really much to update, stressed out like no other over papers and finals and all that fun stuff. Oy. Oh well, last 2 week push and these classes will be done! Yayyy! At about this point (well, about 2 weeks ago) I get really bored with my classes. Almost done...and then I'm off to Hawaii...ahh, home sweet home.

I said I wouldn't update about him but he's still in my thoughts, not as much as he used to be, but still there. It's so hard to let go of people...saying goodbye to people is definitely not my forte. I haven't actually talked with him since last Monday and haven't seen him since last Wednesday, I think. It's weird and I don't like it but guess I'm gonna have to get used to it. There are still songs that make me breakdown and want to crawl back in bed, but its getting better. Time is all I can rely on. That and knowing that it will all work out in the end. que sara sara.

Well, I'm off to work out now, feeling the need to think and feel better about myself and that helps. Have a wonderful Sunday all, and don't forget to take time to breathe during finals. :o)

Pz.
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